Why are you still existing?

>>36263285
Killing myself seems scary.
I'm optimistic for the future, because if I wasn't then I'd be shitting bricks all day every day.

We've made it this far. Why stop now? How much worse can it get?

>>36263303
>>36263319
These and there are still things that I enjoy.

>>36263285
Why not? As long as you can stay on the outside of things and observe it is sometimes even fun. Or something passing for fun in a dark room at monitor light levels at least.

>>36263303
But isn't living just as scary as death.

>>36263553
The devil you know is better than the devil you don't or something like that.

>>36263285
Because I have weed and psychedelics plus a good job that pays the bills.

If it wasn't for those things I'd be dead by now.

>>36263303

Pretty much this.

Maybe my intelligence will get me somewhere.

>>36263285
Did you just assume my existence?
This triggers me greatly.

>>36263581
Psychedelics were important in helping me disconnect which in turn caused me to rethink all my ridiculous self-loathing and anxiety. I still have those but they are more bearable now.

>I'm still trying to get with your mom OP.

>>36263422
>tfw met gondola online

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>>36263609
I'm really tempted to try these out but I am afraid of fucking myself up even more.

>>36263285
Because I plan on being a hermit who lives of neetbux and YouTube money and witness the demise of western civilisation from the safety of my room. It's gonna be comfy.

>>36263696
It can be really fucked up. You don't know how you'll react. I would just take one tab if you ever get it. That won't be too wacky. It can get a little intense but you can still reassure yourself that you took a drug and it will be over.

I still enjoy masturbating and eating.

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>>36263285
i can't prove if i am exist or not. Human brain so complicated it may be playing mind games with me right now or maybe another entity doing this. But there is something prove that you are there. Your thoughts and dead.I don't know what will be happen after dead but if i can think i am existing in somewhere.

"i think therefore i am"

But still i can't prove that everthing around me is real.

>>36263285
Not enough reasons to kill myself, don't want to make my family sad.

>>36263553
That's presumptuous as hell.

>>36263285

No access to quick, easy and reliable exit options (guns). If I do it, I don't want to wake up in a mental institution and have to listen to how selfish I am for hours on end. And as bad as things are, it's even more disheartening to have things end things on such a shitty low-point.

But mainly because I don't have a gun. You amerifats with you fucking whingeing really grinds my gears

>>36263722
>youtube money
Why does everyone think they can do this?

>>36263285
https://systemspace.link/index.php

>>36264073
Because anyone can upload a documentary and put ads on it.

>>36264105
Already singed up.

I'm going hunting by myself for morel mushrooms later today, I'm excited for that at the moment. At least its something

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Lain wouldn't want you to kill yourself

>>36263285
because deep down I haven't given up yet.

>>36264211
But she killed herself

>>36264611
That's how she knows you shouldn't do it.

>>36263285
It doesn't matter why we are...
What matters is our plan!

>>36265260
Tell me what to do because I am clueless.

>>36263696
If you're afraid of trying them, you don't want to do them.

that fear will be with you when you take the plunge and it will cause a bad experience and it will ruin you.

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>>36263285
Life is too interesting to end it.

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>>36263285
I feel bad for this great picture