>tfw only happy when on drugs

>>36255507
That's why they are drugs and not water or some shit.

Cunts took over the outside completely but you can still do interesting adventures on the inside (of your mind)

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>>36255507
Same

What drugs do (you) use, senpai?

>>36255507
>tfw drugs are bad and I'm afraid to do them and I wouldn't have the money to anyways
>tfw watch all those channels that talk about their experiences and it sounds amazing but I don't want to do it
>tfw can't get lucid dreaming to work either

I'm stuck with video games and it hurts

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dude its 3am whyd you have to get so raw

>>36255507
I know dude
>feelsbadman.jpeg

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>>36255507
>tfw not happy even on drugs
>Sure there's a high, but it isn't exactly what feeling happy was

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unhappy robots should try out mindfulness

>>36255842
what does that mean
being mindful of what

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>>36255976
Talking about mindfulness, as in mindfulness meditation. Basically being mindful of the present moment.

Actually works against depression and feelings of unhappiness, clinically/scientifically proven to.

If you want to learn it, I could recommend you a good book on it, or for a free online course in mindfulness check out palousemindfulness.com

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>>36256056
>pic related
you can learn it in about 2 months and it makes you happy, google or youtube it, it actually works

>>36256112
im depressed, what make you think that im going to read a book

>tfw becoming a drug addict
>spent most of my savings on drugs and hedonistic shit recently
>did coke for the first time not long ago and did it again tonight with friends
>don't feel like I want to spend the rest of my money on drugs, but still want to do them
>considering fucking a dealer for drugs, but mine is female and not a lesbian so i'll need to find a new one

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>>36255507
Tfw not even happy on drugs

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>>36256137
It's more of an instruction manual on how and when to meditate, you only have to read short passages, and then basically put headphones on, listen to the guided meditations, sit down and focus on your breath for 20 minutes every day.

You could also talk to a psychologist and ask if he offers MBCT (mindfulness based cognitive therapy), mostly offered in a group setting. This way you'll have some other depressed people to meditate with, and some social pressure to keep it up. But of course it isn't free or as cheap as the book which is based on MBCT.

>>36256112
>jon kabat-zinn
>zindel segal
>jewish
how do I know this isn't just a ruse to make people more depressed

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>>36255780
have patience with the lucid dream man, it does work, it may take months to get it to happen, and years to get any real control over it. but a worthwhile experience.. i will say though after pursuing lucid dreams and having a few i realized i like having random dreams that arent under my control better than ones i control. they are just more interesting.
dream recollection is important to me still though, when i wake up i try not to move and recall as much of my dream as i can, even write it down for shits and giggles.. really dreams are great insight into your subconscious, the information people like jung could pull from dreams is really fascinating

>>36256210
google.scholar it, there are countless scientific studies comparing it's effectifness against other therapies and also against antidepressant, and it works as good or even better even in cases where SSRIS failed to work in cases of severe major clinical depression.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GVwnxkWmSM

>>36255507
I've never done any recreational drugs, but apparently everyone's on it. Feel quite autistic desu

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>>36255507
>tfw can't find any pills
>stuck drinking my life away playing weebshit

>>36255507
drugs used to help, mostly psychedelics would put me into a better headspace but they dont do anything for me anymore... and usually end up feeling worse and like a took another step down the path toward total nihilism

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The worst is when you start abusing a new drug but over time it becomes less and less effective at making you happy untill you're forced to start a new drug to make yourself haopy again.

>>36255507
>can only do drugs when I'm happy or else I get nightmare trips
>body high drugs freak me out so they're out
Lol ol ol ol o l o l l ol loolololl. oool lol oolllo lolol olll o lo olol o lo lloo lool

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OP OD'd

>>36256273
What are you playing? What are you drinking? What are you listening to?