should i end my life?

wait before you OD post pics

Kill yourself for revenge

>>36254465
This

>5/10 at best
>average is bad
Your post is awful please just post pics

>>36254449
At least let a man use your body before you off yourself OP

>>36254449
>female
>white
>5/10
Bye, have a great time

>>36254449
Can we be friends instead, i need a friend and feel really lonely

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>>36254449
How old are you?

Sounds like you're 16

other reasons
>large history of childhood trauma (sexual, physical, emotional abuse)
>also lots of experience with self harm and eating disorders
>borderline
>clinical depression
>been hospitalized

Don't do it. I know good people who have been hurt really badly because someone they were close to committed suicide. Don't do it to them. Just keep trying new things until you find something you love doing.

I haven't killed myself because I refuse to spit in the face of my mother; who, whilst isn't perfect, still gave up a lot for me and wants to see me happy.

Life changes, whether you make it change or not. Keep trying. If you're 40 years old and you still haven't had any luck (which will not be the case), then go ahead and kill yourself.

>>36254465
minor
would die since parents are both spooky cops

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>>36254605
>minor
I only wanna see your face dummy

>>36254622
WEW LADDIE

You should smile more

>>36254622
No way in hell are you a 5/10 you're at least a 7/10

>>36254622
I'd fuck so don't kill urself
>btw how old are you?

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>>36254449
>female

WHAT THE FUCK WHY IS THIS RELEVANT AT ALL? YES YOU SHOULD FUCKING KILL YOURSELF ROASTIE ATTENTION WHORE

What kinda metal you like homie?

Tits of gtfo! Jk and ignore the trolls who are so hopped up on self hate that they get off on the idea of someone being more miserable than them. I personally think that you should not do it and take steps to remove yourself from the things that are making you miserable. It's not going to be easy.

>>36254622
Your chakras are probably being siphoned by that satanic necklace. Take it off immediately.

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>>36254605
Reported, let's hope the mods ban you.

>>36254695
big fan of cannibal corpse, anthrax, megadeth, castrator, gruesome, etc

>>36254695
She's a teenage girl, so probably Slipknot

>>36254729
i thought everyone on here would be more than stoked to see some minor goth babes

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>>36254622

1. lose the fucking stupid lip ring
2. grow your hair long so you look less like a dyke
3. smile
4. ??????????
5. PROFIT

On n slightly related note, if I get dubs you have to take your dumb lip ring out and never wear one again. Ugh.

>>36254741
used to like nu-metal then i stopped being a pussy

>female
just marry some beta at a young age and you too can live a comfy easy mode life because of your gender. Now fuck off

>>36254605
well since you're a minor you shouldn't post pics and i'll slide you some actual advice.
You probably shouldn't since you're still in high school. I spent at least 80% of high school failing three to five of my seven classes. A lot of teachers are going to sympathize if they get the idea that you hate your life.
Try to get help, like therapy and medication and stuff. Therapy seems like it doesnt help since most of them are neurotypical fucking retards who are only there to get your money for having a conversation. But getting out and trying to improve your life can help you feel better. Things are probably going to be different after you graduate so just keep going and if things arent better after that, come back to r9k and ask again.

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>>36254734
Listen to Slayer - Hell Awaits before you kill yourself if you haven't yet.

Don't kill yourself though there are too many good bands to listen to.

I'll be your metal buddy if you don't off yourself

>>36254729
I've seen just as many people breaking global rule 7 being banned as much as I've seen people who break global rule 2

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>>36254756
no lip ring anymore

>>36254734
0/10 not trve kvlt

>>36254777
>implying that asking for attention is bad

>>36254827
Show us your tits already

>>36254827
Remove earring
Get long hair
Smile

7+ territory

You should thank me for even bothering to help you

>>36254449
you sound like you need a friend, post steam or email or some shit and you'll get plenty of requests. a few of them might make decent friends.

>>36254827
Also stop listening to metal that will make you more depressed

I'd be your boyfriendu OP

I'm a 24-year-old australian NEET virgin

>>36254855
i don't plan on it
not tryna go to jail or something

>>36254449
Lurk more before posting and stop creating thread out of seeking attention. Get an appointment with a psychologist to talk about your problems. By what I have read you sound underage and should simply not be here.

Sage.

>>36254856
honestly you dont even have to remove your earring, just grow your hair out. you might not even have to do that, you look fine.

>>36254856
>>36254756
I like the short hair but that's always been my preference

not so much the earring but she's in highschool so what can you expect

>>36254839
>>36254885
Attention bad? Kek

>>36254898
That kind of earring screams attention whore as well as her posting here.

Literally grow out hair and all your problems will be solved

>>36254827
L O N D O N
O
N
D
O
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origiano

>>36254449
We can listen to satanic warmaster as i bury my dick so deep inside whoever can pull it out would be crowned king arthur

>>36254910
>I like the short hair
It doesn't look good on her

>>36254622
you look like a 15 year old boy


faggot

>>36254882
Then leave, you underage dumbass

>>36254877
Fuck you nigger nothin gets me pumped like Morbid Angel

>>36254449
Post nudes bitch.

Don't kill yourself fag, there's endless outcomes in life. Grow up and finish school and move out on your own. Or drop out, but I wouldn't recommend it.
Fuckin move to a city with 7 roommates. Make shitty music. Work at a salsa company. I don't care.
But really, it's not gonna be easy. I won't lie. However, don't give up.

>>36254622
Wow. Usually I hate short hair, but you're really cute. You'd probably be even cuter with longer hair. Also I agree with the other anon, lose the lip ring. That's just a preference thing tho. But 5/10 is selling yourself really short. I bet when you get fixed up you're beautiful. This is gonna make me sound shallow af, but reading the op made me slightly sad, but after seeing how cute you are it makes me so much sadder. You don't even know how cute you are. Plenty of dudes would want you. You could really be something. Don't kill yourself. Just beat your sisters ass the next time she acts like a bitch.

>>36254622
Kill yourself you fat bitch

>>36254827
You look like justin bieber's stunt double

kys

>>36254947
good point actually

I'm fine with short but it would probably look better long

>>36254449
mayb I give you reasons to live

>>36254449
>metal fag
Like all these pathetic nigger loving sheep here, just listen to modern pop hip hop so this society can brainwash and prep you for the big black cock to wipe out the intelligent and innovative white nation.

tits or gtfo
orig

>>36254827
Post one of you smiling pla

>>36254827
I don't know why. But I like something about you OP. Or maybe I just want to help you. Idk. Idk what I could even do for you. But you've touched me in some way. If you want, you should kik me. I won't ask for nudes or anything. I just think you need a friend. Maybe you just remind me of me when I was in high school. Look me up on Kik. Dillasnake is my username.

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Seriously OP listen to Hell Awaits

>>36254975
That's Mr. Nigger to you young lady.

>>36254449
dye your hair and use some hair cream afterwards. it's really fun and makes me smile. try to not make life all about college, try to make it about other aspects of life because it should not be too stressful anyways. you dont want to get gray hair in your 30s like most people do who stress college.

>>36254449
I'm 19. Just move in with me and apply to my college.
Math is easy m8

>>36254622
>5/10
Lel no. You're at least a 7/10.

>>36255011
Let's see a picture of you then, Mr tuff guy

>>36254449
What kinda things does your sister do to you? She sounds interesting

>>36254449
I never ment to hurt you, but that all I am. Something really evil lurking behind my face, behind this act I play. To make everyone believe that I am sane, that I'm fine. No one knows the thoughts I have. I even tricked my psychologist and psychiatrist, I get free Adderalls and ssris. I'm a monster, I claw my way to victory, in life and pleasure.

>>36255936
How are you failing math if you get free adderall? Are you just not paying attention?

>>36255980
I aced my college algebra course. What. I'm not opposed you fucking moron. Secondly Adderall doesn't work like that.

>>36254622
Grow that out a bit more into some sort of comb-over pixie thing and you'd look a lot prettier.

>>36256004
Op*

Oregano

>>36254449
>5'5 and 160lbs
>butch haircut
Go to /fit/ and stop being a fat cunt.
Grow your hair out so you don't like like shit.
Ditch those piercings unless you only like being associated with other trash.
You can't fix other people or the world, but you can fix your own shit. Or just an hero, I really don't care thb family

>>36254449
Used to know a girl pretty similar to you back in grade 8/9 she killed herself before even finishing school. I never knew the reasons but I know she missed out on a lot. Just do your best to run through the bullshit in life and after school do your own thing. I'm probably 5/10 myself but all we would have to do is work out eat better food and we could be 7's.

>>36256035
When a simple piece of metal on you can make you trash. Wow, one could say the same about rings or necklaces.

>>36256004
>college algebra
>hard
Better make a 5 on the AP Calc Exam bitch
I think I'd know more about adderall than a little kid.

>>36256055
>equivocating shoving metal hooks through your skin to jewelry
kys

>>36254622
fuck all these orbiting faggots ur a fucking 3 tops girl
not that it's bad most guys here are like a 1 so yknow whatever
still passable attractive though and you seem like an attention seeking thot

>>36254449
Yes you're stupid, ugly and fat. But I know you won't do it. You'll try to "overdose" on advil or some shit as a cry for attention like all roastie whores do.

>>36254449
dont kill yourself. youre only in the start of your life. every person goes through rough patches, but one day youll probably figure a little more of it out and realize your problems right now are not permanent :) keep going, it cant be bad forever

>>36254449

>female
>white
>pale as all shit
>mentally ill
>metal fag
>5'5 and 160lbs

KEK, you are pretty much the sexual fantasy of effeminate beta leftist males all over the western world.

You are the women they go after when they can't get Stacey. Though most women like you weigh less, but it's all the same.

>>36254449
>it would hurt my parents and grandparents
why would you kill yourself when you have a functioning family, decent looks and bright future in a first world country? suicide is for people with more serious problems.

being dumb cannot be an excuse. failing math is only because of not paying attention/lack of proper guidance.
you have qt face and being 5'5'' is a plus because being short is a feminine feature. just work out a bit and be feminine. live life.
don't try too hard to be happy. brain always strive for what you don't have.

>>36254449
If you must feed for attention and your entire life depends on the opinions of others, then yes.

Kill yourself you piece of human trash.

Make sure to glue your hands to your head and use razor wire as a noose so you can at least look cool in death.

>>36254622
You're an easy 9/10 if you get down to 110lbs

Stop eating junk and just drink water, stop smoking, and walk/jog 3 times a week.

>>36254622
why are women so fucking stupid that they think THIS IS UGLY

FUCK

WHO WOULD LOOK AT A SHORTSTACK WITH CUTE HAIR/FACE AND PROBABLY NICE TITTIES WITH THAT BODYWEIGHT AND CALL THEM 5/10

KYS

>>36254449
No don't kill yourself. Go out with me instead.

>>36254449
Academics doesn't matter much in the long run, and your living situation can and will change. You're not hideous, and looks are something that can be worked on any way. Just keep yourself open to opportunities and don't take things too seriously.

>>36256229
*yawn* She's not going to kill herself, you stupid faggot. She just wants attention.

Look at the suicide statistics and how women ATTEMPT (i.e. fake) suicide more but men actually kill themselves 4x as much. A narcissistic American roastie dog isn't going to kill herself she thinks she's god's gift even if she's mad chad dicked her and dodged.

>>36256360
9/10? Fuck's sake quit white knighitng you retard. This fat lump of shit isn't going to be a 9/10 ever.

>>36256471
her face is gorgeous though when she's 5'5" at 160, I know what I'm talking about. Her genetics are fine, I just know she doesn't have a healthy lifestyle.

>>36254622
youre pretty cute. i bet a lot of fucking betas have crushes on you

>>36254449
You're very cute and you're only in high school. I'm 19 now and when I was in high school I felt the same way. As you get older you change a lot and your situation does too.

It doesn't make sense to end your life when happiness could be months or years away. Please believe me, things get MUCH better after high school. I hated it because everyone is very competitive and cliquey. This doesn't exist once you get out of high school. Everyone grows up and starts focusing on just being a mature person who cares for others. Things also get even easier in college because people don't give a fuck about others and are just there to learn and go home.

You might meet someone that supports you, you can move out in a few years, your family could change, you can go to college. There's many possibilities.

So anon, please reconsider, things do, and will get better.

>>36254570
Hey there, right up my alley

na, earth is flat.

>>36256567
>Things also get even easier in college
No they don't. Stop lying to her. Unless she majors in something useless, then it'll be easier.

>>36254449
Don't kill yourself. Find a creative outlet to express your feelings. It works for me. I write music. Learn how to paint or draw. Or maybe write articles. I've seen many girls write articles on things that interest them like politics or current events.

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>>36256541
lulz okay. here's a 9/10. now compare it with that frumpy looking dyke above and tell me that bitch has potential to be a 9/10. she's right, she's about 5/10, an average roastie.

>>36254827
You're a cute. Would talk to you/10

>>36256627
From my experience it's been pretty easy if you just show up every day and turn in shit. There's less work given to you compared to high school too.

I'm majoring in audio engineering by the way.

>>36254449
Your first step is accepting that if you're successful, it won't matter what they think. On top of that, I wouldn't be too sympathetic with people who allow your sister free reign and punish you for something as fake as grades. Second, find out how to foolproof the plan. Get as many pills of as many different types of opioids, benzodiazepines, or barbiturates as you can, crush and combine them all, and take with alcohol. Do not do this in a place anyone will discover for at least a few hours.

>>36256656
She looks generic and boring and not really that attractive.

Though I specifically like dirty cute goth girls.

>>36254449
>>not hot. i'm maybe a 5/10 on my best days
Not hot is a problem like not being rich is a problem. It's nice to have, but far from a requirement in life.

>>36256678
yea I'm sure you'd turn down kate beckinsale for some hispter fat ass bitch. k bro.

>>36256658
Ok. I'm pretty sure first year engineering is easy. The work by itself is fine, but how about your research and volunteering on top of that? That's what makes it difficult.

>>36256669
Don't you have some acid to drink?

>>36256735
Probably, she's ugly and boring too.

>>36256656
see now I know you're retarded because kate beckinsale is a straight up 10/10

>>36254622
stop trying to express yourself you petty bitch. There is nothing special about you, do us a favor and kill yourself.

>>36256736
I suppose, I mean when you do volunteering in audio engineering for recording studios they just ask you to get coffee and help with cable management.

I could imagine volunteering in other fields is a lot more difficult.

I just think from my experience that college is pretty easy if you're just on top of it.

>>36254449

Don't be down OP,just get you some good dickin and you'll be fine

>>36256800
I wish. She's high as a kite now with all these thirsty faggots stroking her ego like she's Superwoman.

>>36254622
ignore the betas you tried so hard to elicit a response from you should just kys attention whore dyke.

>>36254827
Holy shit you're pathetic, trying to get attention from a bunch of lame faggots on r9k.

Stop acting edgy and being a typical try hard "muh darkness" loser

If I didn't know anything about you and based my first impression of you on face value I'd assume you're a cool chick who gave no fucks but after reading everything you wrote you come off as insecure and lack a personality.

>>36254449
Dweet

im not op but im not afraid of being dead but what scares me is failing and then my family cussing me put and telling me how awful i am for trying. i mean they yelled at my grandma for laying arpund at the old folks home during rehab until she cried because they thought she had just got lazy but now shes in the hospital with sonething called sepsis

how do families typically react is it anger towards the person

is something like a shotgun in da mouth surfire

>>36256656
In my eye that's an 8 but whatever, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, right

>>36254449

I wish I knew you IRL so I could help.

You're probably not dumb, anyone who has to deal with an abusive sister and a bad past is going to have a hard time being motivated. What you need is someone who makes you happy and gives you a little confidence to do well in classes, doing well in classes will then increase your confidence and also motivate you.

Join a club or something to meet new people, meet someone you like being around. Trust me they are out there, even if it seems like everyone around you right now is terrible.

What you need is happiness and confidence, you're stuck in a bad place right now but you can get out of it. Good luck femanon, also girls can't be robots. But really anon jokes aside good luck because I know how it feels.

>>36254622
Stop talking shit on the internet, youre easily a 8/10

>>36254449
>>female
that's a good thing
>>white
that's also a good thing
>>pale as all shit
good thing, but if you really don't like it, just go outside and you'll get tan, for fucks sake
>>mentally ill
what mental illness are we talking about exactly?
>>metal fag
stop listening to shit music
>>5'5 and 160lbs
lose weight
>why i'm asking
I don't know, seems like most of your problems is either easily fixable or not actually a problem at all
>>dumb as hell. i don't even take IQ test out of fear of results
most people are dumb. besides, you're probably just lazy.
>>currently failing 4 out of 6 classes even though i've spent many years getting harsh punishments due to grades. failed every math class since fourth grade
so, start studying?
>>not hot. i'm maybe a 5/10 on my best days
that's average. average looking female = life on easy mode
>>my sister is incredibly abusive and it's like being locked in a room with a teenage girl ted bundy. makes me feel like a dumb fat sperg
move out and cut all contact with your sister.

No. If your sister is abusive to you and you're not doing good at school I'd suggest that you should try and get away from that environment to try and find somewhere that will suit you better, if you manage to get somewhere you'd like to be then maybe you wouldn't want to die.

You sound like a nice person that's in a bad situation and it would be very sad if you died.

>>36254827
>>36254622
you look 8/10, attention whore

>>36254726
thats not satanic, if it is she is wearing it upside down.

>>36256081
They're probably talking about Abstract Algebra, but you wouldn't know what that is because retards like you never get past calculus. Kill yourself you fucking mental midget, twit brained retard.

>>36256802
>Engineer
you are the lowest tier of the STEM blanket. Kill yourself.

STOP GIVING THIS STUPID OVERWEIGHT METALFAG UNDERAGE ROASTIE ATTENTION

FUCKING HELL, WHATS HAPPENING TO MY BOARD?

>>36254449
>underage white female

Literally life on easy mode.

If you lost weight, got a tan, grew your hair out and stopped dressing like am mongoloid you'd be an instant 7 - 8/10 and could live life on turbo easy mode. Hoop up with some sperg, get married, shit out some kids and then live the rest of your life on alimony.

>>36254622
You look fine dude, not ugly at all. Go see a psychiatrist or psychologist. In your state, you might be better off with the drugs. Now get out of here you filthy minor

>>36254449
>girl
>GIRL
do it,you pathetic piece of shit!

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>>36254449
>my plan was just to OD
>its another 'femanon (((attempts))) suicide' episode

you sure weren't lying when you said you were dumb as hell

>>36254622
Hahahaha fucking dyke. Do it

>>36254827

You look like a fat ugly man. Grow your hair out and stop being an emo. Also most women are stupid and don't develop mentally past 22 so stop putting yourself down.

>>36254507
7/10 is average. Maybe females do 5/10 is average because they're dumb but everyone knows 7/10 is average. 5/10 is (approaching) ugly

no, you shouldn't
just chill out

>>36254449
Dont OD you fucking incompetent waste of oxygen

If you're gonna pussy out of life, at least do it the proper way since chances are your body'll be found before you can actually die from an OD

Take a shotgun to your fucking head, and end it all
Attentionwhoring thot

If you really wanted to die you wouldnt care about your parents or grandparents being sad.
Gwt over yourself and quit wallowing in self pity you fucking idiot.

>>36254827
You are well fuckable, some guys like me actually like your style, just have to find the right group to hang around with, and vent to them the shit that goes down home. Start caring less, School in America is a meme anyways

>>36256366
>why are women so fucking stupid that they think THIS IS UGLY
not only women do that, retard

>>36254605
oh jeez, you shouldn't have mentioned that
minors are to 4chan what witches were to Salem

WHY THE FUCK IS THIS THREAD STILL HERE ALMOST 12 HOURS AFTER IT WAS POSTED?

FUCKING ROASTIE GET OFF OF MY BOARD.

>>36254449 (original reply donut steel)
>female
Yes

>>36254622
Another bitch with issues came here for attention. Ugh...

>>36254622
>Nigger ear holes
FUCKING DROPPED

>>36254622
>Dog filter
Fuck off

Posted here back in 2011. Check back occasionally. Shame you faggots get baited into responding to this garbage.

Normalfag cesspit.