Holy fucking shit, I just realized that everyone in my family is literally in denial about being suicidal and jaded at this point.
We all live a very miserable life because there is barely any communication with eachother, we do nothing together and live separate lives.
Good God man fuck, I'm never smoking weed ever again
Iktf bro.
I know that exact god damn feel to the fucking letter.
>>36249961
i know that exact feeling bromio. that first time when you smoke weed you see the truth about your life.
>>36249961
This is sort of like my family
Everyone is on their computer/phones, everyone stays in their rooms with the doors closed
Nobody speaks to each other anymore
>>36249961
Are you me?
Fuck, wish I had some weed.
>>36249961
On my family we never talk too. I feel envy of other families.
>>36249961
that's life, OP
I had the same revelation when I took ayahuasca years ago.
This existence is a meaningless shuffle of misery and fulfilling biological necessities.
I yearn for next life, this world is so shallow and filled with pain.
>>36250103
I come to such revelations every time I smoke it.
>>36249961
OP here
Also, we are ashamed and at some point disgusted of eachothers existence and would rather have no contact, but for some reason we only talk or help each other when we are in times of great need, and then not talk for years, as if we are trying to connect to each other and feel as a family, but we are fundamentally too different to commune and have nothing in common.
Now I get it, the stories of our lives are literally a fucking tragedy.
>>36249961
my family doesn't really speak anymore, but its bot because they're suicidal.
they just have their own lives to live.