Who >drunk here? I am. *hiccup*

I kinda am, I was drunk but just ate slices of pizza so I am coming down. WHat did you drink?

>Just hit 4 months sober
>Realize life is much better now that I'm free of the alcoholicjew

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>>36231283
Just old rum and coke.

I want to get drunker.

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>>36231250
I'm drunk, trying to watch to animu and things that can move me emotionally, it's been a while since the last time I cried because I got moved with something, and oh geez, it's such a good feeling, no sarcasm intended.

Really cry like you mean it!

I went sober for a couple of months. Realized my life sucks so whats the point in being sober, but I can't handle the morning after anymore, waking up with no energy..

>>36231318
I wish I could still cry. The only time I cry is when I have a nervous breakdown.

>>36231305
got up an hour ago. right back on the rum.

cheers bro's

Drunk as shit, and there's an anon in another thread who lives close and I'm willing to fuck him but he won't respond.

Just had a beer despite telling myself I was going to quit. I'm listening to Pink Floyd now and I think everything's okay.

>>36231363
I know that feeling anon, I still can, but it surely seems harder and harder to achieve that emotional bless.

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>>36231250
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1e8HGJqJhmJ

Alcoholic here, and drunk as fuck.

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>>36231431
Crying is a nice emotional release. I just can't do it anymore. The last time I cried I was up 3 days straight, drunk, and paranoid that my upstairs apartment resident was spying on me. I called my mother and cried to her in a hysterical state and she sent the cops to my address to make sure I didn't kill myself.

>>36231443
have a good time bro. here's a little something in return, a sketch i've been throwing around for a few hours.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ccV07O7Tc6

>>36231525
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ccV07O7Tc6
Nice I listened with my eyes closed and it sounded awesome. Really good.

>>36231574
thanks for taking the time and focus like that. it's well appreciated friend

>>36231593
You're welcome and stick with it You are really talented. I wish I was talented at something.

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>>36231250
I hope someday my liver just ceases in my sleep

>>36231607
i'm not talented, i just went at it for more than 10 years and it's slowly paying off more and more. i was terrible for the first 4, probably well below the other students at my music school. also i never had the guts to play in front of anyone. luckily a lot can change.

I think the question is, what end-goal would you like enough to make practice a habit ? cause once it's a habit, there's a good chance you're going to get there one day.

>>36231624
I know that feel.

I know I've fucked my body up long term by binge drinking all the damn time so it's time to die now.

>>36231660
> i just went at it for more than 10 years and it's slowly paying off more and more. i was terrible for the first 4, probably well below the other students at my music school. also i never had the guts to play in front of anyone. luckily a lot can change.

Welcome to how people develop talent, you dip.

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drinking rum and coke. more or less pic related

>>36231660
To you friendo

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1tCvKCw0MM4

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>>36231318
I know this feel. It's so fucking refreshing to just let it all out

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>>36231682
I just went to the store about 30 minutes ago because I ran out of rum so I bought some vodka.

>tfw the cashier knows you're drunk as fuck and a miserable alchie

Is being baked allowed in this thread?

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>>36231793
suree. im one weed, coke and rum right now.

im like thu cause i couldnt get tickets at a mac de marco show at a small club

>>36231829
Well that sucks. I can only smoke these days. Had trouble with liquor. You guys are making me miss bourbon.

>>36231946
why? stomach problems?

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>>36231680
I disagree, but let's leave it in the middle and enjoy some drinks.

>>36231725
thanks. i hope you find something fun to do in life anyway.

one more
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1JUFSquFGIy
also shouts to all my rum and coke bro's in here. vodka is practical and leaves me feeling fine in the morning but rum has something warmer and nicer going somehow

>>36231965
Yeah, drank pretty hard and gave myself an ulcer. Easier to avoid alcohol when burning a joint satisfies me. If I'm going to have a habit pot isn't the worst to have.

Plus the memes can get funny if I smoke enough.

>>36231984
Opposite for me. Rum I feel okay the next morning but vodka I'm fucked up and suicidal.

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>>36232005
play the music youre currently listening to while dirnking

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IzUkm7qQucQ

>drunk close to everyday from 2009 onwards
>began to realize that i have a problem; can't hold down a job, pushing away friends and family, etc.
>start going to AA meetings in february
>life is still a struggle but starting to feel better

any other robots try AA? it helps with the isolation as well. i go to 3 or 4 meetings a week and the social interaction i've gotten there since february is probably more i've had in the last decade combined.

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>>36232138
>bettering yourself
>2017
lmao. im probably gonna die forzen in a gutter somewhere. step it up nigga

Man it's almost a week since I last drank. I've been cutting down on the drinking, I was drinking every day at one point. Posting in every single one of these threads.

Now every time I see them I'm reminded that I'm not drunk. I feel half proud, half really wanting to get wasted as fuck.

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>>36232222
Give in and get wasted. You know you want to.

>>36232200
yeah. probably, if you're a severe alcoholic you will die somewhere, some way like that. personally, i don't want to die a hopeless drunk. i'd rather die as a depressed, barely alive robot honestly.

>>36232222
>I feel half proud, half really wanting to get wasted as fuck.
check'd and i know the feeling, same here.

>>36232222
congrats man. keep it up.

>wehbwefhbkrjg

>>36232222
Remember those warm tummy feelings after drinking?

>>36232255
I'm trying to last until friday. Cutting from every day to once per week would be a huge improvement.

I'm mostly worried about my dick. I've wasted many chances of getting laid cause I've been to drunk for an erection.

>>36231250
It's 2:18 am here and still drinking. Haven't eaten anything all day.

>>36232329
>sounds embarrasing
care to sshare a story?

>>36232399
>be me two weeks ago
>friday night
>hammered
>meet a girl
>take her to my room
>take a viagra
>struggle to get hard
>blame it on alcohol
>she wants to meet up next friday in the morning
>stop masturbating that week
>drink a six pack every other day
>planning on staying sober on thursday
>fail
>get wasted
>wake up hung over and lacking in sleep
>she comes over
>take a viagra
>fuck her for a while suffering
>too tired to keep pounding
>she rides me
>start falling asleep
>at some point my dick dies
>fail to get hard again
At least we fucked a little thanks to viagra, I've had some episodes of going totally limp in the past.

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>>36232493
Thanks for the anecdote, normie, you can kindly leave now.

>>36232493
>hungover
>can't get hard

doesnotcompute.jaypeg

>>36231250
hihihi

for the first time in 9 days i am finally drunk too

got a few big bottles of vodka gonna last me awhile i'm feeling happy about it was about to lose my mind pacing about my room like a human rocket launcher itching for anything to get me away from reality and sober feelings

just can't get through the days anymore... not without this, it's not the same anymore everyday that passes is just a ticking time bomb without this

>>36231318
i know that feeling, except i don't cry

the last time i cried was during a mental breakdown and it wasn't actually that long ago, but it was super traumatizing because i broke down in front of a bunch of people and laid out my innards like a drunk retard in a fever dream and completely ruined my life

before that i hadn't cried in 10+ years

wanted to kill myself for awhile after that but i've calmed down now and people treat me a little normally, but now i'm far more dead than even before

i didn't CRY cry i just lost control for a little bit, i was doing that cry where you're trying to hide it and you don't want people to know but you can't control it so you choke until it explodes, not that other cry where you want people to comfort you or you just want to let go? although i don't quite know the differences anymore and i can't do that normal cry anymore, i just bury everything and keep squeezing it down into the casket until the wood splits and spills out everywhere in a fiery explosion nobody wants to see and i can't even remember...

i wish i remembered how to cry or how to feel and just let it happen, i can't do anything i used to enjoy anymore or feel emotions i used to feel, pleasure is gone but i can get drunk and do some things some times, just not the things i wanna do

>>36232553
I was tired as shit and not feeling well. I usually struggle to get hard with girls so feeling like shit makes it impossible even with medication.

>>36232595
ever think you might be a fag?

>>36232615
No, just addicted to porn and living an unhealthy as shit lifestyle. Also an anxiety thing, though I feel like I'm over that.

>>36232595
>struggle to get hard with girls
that's all nerves and probably too much porn. try to get a girl you can consistently bang, that'll help for your anxiety and you'll probably watch less porn as well.