What do you do when even your mother stops loving you?

>>36230039
Try not to cry. Org latter.

Realize that loving someone is just a chain that binds you to this reality of suffering.Do not love nor care for anything/anyone.

>>36230039
IDK. I have the same problem.

My parents are just DONE with me.

>>36230051
thats what im trying man.
I just dont want to burden her anymore so obviously id never kill myself.

>>36230039

I don't know, my mom is based and the only reason I come here anymore is because of habit.

On top of mom not really loving me much anymore dad is moving 8 hours up north so I wont have him either. I want a wife to start my own family but it couldnt be a healthy relationship with me like this.

>>36230039
I don't know. My mom still puts up with me.

>>36230095
i love my mom still and am so thankful for her bringing me into this world even though its more often than not hard and painful. I guess ive never been not alive so I cant compare it to that but I know having some fun experiences and some good friends now and then makes it seem worth it.