Why am I so repulsed at the idea of women having a libido? I

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Why am I so repulsed at the idea of women having a libido?

I understand women wanting sex for intimacy or love or procreation, but the idea of women just wanting to get plowed or having fuck buddies or casual sex just repulses me to such a degree that I can't even find the word for it. Repulsion is an understatement.

I'm a guy and even I don't want casual sex. It feels backwards. Like I could never fuck someone if I didn't love them. It just doesn't make sense to me, nor does it feel natural. We're raised believing that women just want to feel closeness and then you find out they all have animalistic views on sex just like men do. I get annoyed with men thinking of sex in this way as well, but it doesn't upset me as much because it's just a well known fact it's how they operate and it's the way they have since the beginning of time and because I'm not gay so it doesn't directly affect me.

Over the past decade, ever since I was redpilled on this, I've never been able to get over it and I've tried and I still try. I've come to realize this way of thinking is more of a hindrance to me more than anything but I can't help how I feel. And before someone asks, no I'm not religious.

Anyone else feel this way? How do I stop?