I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE

The right mix of beer and weed sitting in a public place is really 3D, especially if you wear a stronger pair of prescription glasses

>>36207903
I want to feel something
I feel like life is too much like a computer game or a VR tv show

sometimes dreams even feel more real than reality

>>36207876
nicotine and caffeine are the only things that clear my brain fog and help with depersonalization and derealization. they're some of the most powerful nootropics.

>>36207876
LSD mate.

>Grab some
>Hunker down in a place you're familiar with
>Put a playlist of songs you enjoy
>Order some takeaway
>Waste 12 hours thinking about whatever tf you want

>>36207876
probably amphetamines, but I have no experience.

no drug is really going to help that much with feeling alive. prolonged use is usually soul breaking. lsd and x really amp everything up and make you feel more in the moment though. dont recommend spamming either of them

You have derealization. There are ways to fix this work on that and you won't need drugs