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>Had weird fetishes because my mom abused me
>Teen, start having weird actions towards my mom
>She neglect this feelings
>All skyrocket after i tried to record her and made sexual attempts to her...
>16 to 17 my fetish towards my mom turns to humiliation
>18
>fetish starts to morph, because porn addiction and 4chan all day
>Cuck shit
>Sissy shit
>Starts to lift to cover depression (Holocaust mode)
>Starts nofap
>fails a lot of times
>3 months lifting, i gain weight but still look like shit and my dick that was 14 cm goes to 13 (5,5 inches to 5 inches)
>Starts seeing Blacked videos
>I see my inferiority, 5 inches (The size of a fucking iphone) to a rhino dick
>Get deeper in feminization and trap meme
>Start to masturbate with hypnos....
>Fail everytime on Nofap
>All family leaves me for a week
>Time to get deeper on this fetish
>Shave, train asshole and what ever...
>Start lurking on my mom's room
>Find's a strange box
>Inside have a 6,5 inches dildo, kinky books and Bbc brazilian anal videos
>Wear panties to masturbate
>One day using panties i masturbate and eat my own cum
>After that i stopped
>10 days on nofap after that
>I'm crying
>Can't see my dick without getting sad
>regret after my actions
>I can't forget this...
This is real, 100%.

Nofap now.

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>>36203208
christ what a faggot this board needs gassed
also ur mom having a tiny dildo but she has a bbc fetish smells like bullshit

>>36203567
I Swear i am not pushing gay agenda.

She has interracional porn because is common on my country, is cd shit.

>>36203177
My GF and I used to shower together knowing it would piss off my robot ex-roommate. I'd also fuck her up against the wall so he could hear it in his room next door.

I bet he's on here. Hey Mark you fucking suck. No one in the apartment liked you.

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>campus
>see fatty thats in my class at the vending machines
>gets 2 cokes
>opens 1 and pours half it out
>into trashcan
>hear him say to himself that its healthier

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>>36203595
i dunno you are demoralizing fellow robots with average to small dicks and saying no fap and lifting dont help you stop faggorty sounds like you are being a subversive jew into the oven you go also what country

>>36203716
Sorry, is because my body looks like a holocaust survivor, soo the gains are none and i am from Argentina.

OP here, i will leave now, put to respond new replies, i am not trying to push gay agenda, i would give a kidney to master myself and stop having idiot thoughts (Like masturbating to traps)

>>36203763
you still crossdress i bet

>start playing online poker
>think I'm good, (I'm okay but when I tilt I lose money)
>play constantly
>slowly lose money because of sloppy play and anger
>maybe down -700 bucks
>eventually win 2400 in a big tournament
>think I'm hot shit, and move to the 100 dollar buy-in cash tables
>lose 1200 (12 buy ins) due to bad luck then rage
>get sick and cash out the rest
>probably broke even

and

>last year of college
>good degree
>9 hours
>can barely make it to class due to laziness
>semester long project has been piling up because I'm procrastinating
>it's due in 3 weeks
>applying for jobs, thought I did great on the interviews
>turns out I fucked up the behavioral part or looked unhealthy
>no callbacks, no more time to worry about jobs because need to finish project
>all I want to do is drink and do drugs
>avoid university because old bae is there and never want to see her again
>stay at home and procrastinate all day playing overwatch and online poker

well I at least got some of my project done. and I haven't used coke or xanax in 2 days

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>>36203208
Hory shit son

>Mom dies when i'm in college
>Head out to a bar to drown my sorrows
>Mom always told me to never be an alcoholic to shit resonated for some reason and I was sober at a bar
>5/10 blonde lady with giant boobs walks over
>hey anon, you look pretty lonely, mind if I join?
>sure lady
>turns out shes 40, but doesn't look a day over 25
>she invites me back to her house
>her 15 year old son is at a sleepover, no idea what the husband/bf/baby daddy situation is
>shes super drunk and showing me off the cakes that she bakes as she bakes cakes for a living
>she walks to her bedroom and says "i'm gonna slip into something more comfy ;) ;) ;)"
>I smile and as soon as the door closes I grab one of her cakes and drive home
>Dad groggily walks in kitchen and sees me at 3am eating a cake
>where did you get that cake anon
>I dont wanna talk about it. I miss mom, dad.
>I miss her too sport
>Hug dad

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>get bullied everyday by the same Stacey in high school
>elbow buddies with these Chad guys
>they like me because I helped with their homework
>they notice how Stacey treats me.
>they send me her nudes
>"Do as you will, anon."
>totally ready to send these to her teachers, her employers, her parents, her preacher, her boyfriend etc.
>wait until class to do it
>politics class
>hear about this case where a girls nudes got leaked and she offed herself
>suddenly feel guilty
>it doesn't matter what someone does they don't deserve to be sexually harassed
>delete the video from under my desk
>feel proud of myself
>she spits on me when I step out of the classroom and calls me a dyke
>mfw

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>>36203208
>Had weird fetishes because my doctor abused me
>Teen, start having weird actions towards my dog
>He neglect these feelings
>All skyrocket after i tried to record him and made attempts to bond with him...
>16 to 17 my interest towards my dog turns to religious devotion
>18
>Plants starts to morph, because cigarette addiction and smoke all day
>Drug shit
>Food shit
>Starts to lift to cover depression (Holocaust mode)
>Starts no meat
>fails a lot of times
>3 months lifting, i gain weight but still look like shit and my dick that was 14 cm goes to 13 (5,5 inches to 5 inches)
>Starts seeing Bestiality videos
>I see my inferiority, 5 inches (The size of a fucking iphone) to a rhino dick
>Get deeper in feminization and trap meme
>Start to masturbate with hypnos....
>Fail everytime on Nofap
>All family leaves me for a week
>Time to get deeper on this fetish
>Shave, train asshole and what ever...
>Start lurking on my mom's room
>Find's a strange box
>Inside have a 6,5 inches dildo, kinky books and Bbc brazilian anal videos
>Wear panties to masturbate
>One day using panties i masturbate and eat my own cum
>After that i stopped
>10 days on no meat after that
>I'm crying
>Can't see my reflection without getting sad
>regret after my actions
>I can't forget this...
This is real, 100%.

>>36203814
OP here, i never CD, just wear panties.

>>36203959
forget it then was going to ask you to be my skype hoe

>>36203208
Jesus fucking Christ.

I think you really got to unpack your feelings about your mom's abuse. Obviously being abused fucks you up, but you need to get a handle on yourself before you impede the ability of yourself and others to thrive.

>>36203843
I get some of this.

I liked someone, and they rejected me pretty badly. My department is very small, and they're more popular than I am. As a result, I have to deal with them every single meeting, every party, every event, etc.

>stay at home and play shitty phone games and listen to music even though I know I could be friends with people in my department
>but I can't be fully emotionally honest with them because I don't wanna talk about what happened

Good job @ 2 days. Stay tough.

>Helped a non-married interracial lesbian sjw couple I'm friends with have a kid

>>36204023
How can i do this? this is the only thing i can't talk
with others...

I have friends and normal relationships, but my inner self is ruined.

>>36204031
do you just lube up and go to town or what

>>36204073
We did it the normal way because it was easy and free. Didn't use lube though, just worked ourselves off till we were ready then stuck it in.

>>36203928
This Stacey was pretty degenerate.

>My friend, "Julie", starts dating Stacey's brother.
>Julie asks that Stanley get tested before they engage in any sexual contact
>Stacey sees this as a personal insult.
>"She's saying that I have STDs."


>Stacey starts threatening Julie.
>Stacey talks non-stop about killing Julie, beating her up.
>Julie ignores her.
>Stacey threatens to beat up Julie's little sister who's still in middle school (we're high school seniors).
>"Yeah me and my friends are gonna find Julie's sister and beat her up so bad she shits herself. And we're gonna film it and put it on Facebook."
>Julie challenges Stacey to a fight because she's probably stupid enough to try the above.
>day of the fight, Julie and Stacey meet in a park.
>Julie gets one punch in before Stacey starts begging for mercy.
>Julie spits on her, tells her that if she comes near her sister she'll "face fuck [her] with her dad's gutknife".
>lol this is so edgy but it's also on video and i'm amazed this is real life
>is this how normies are all the time

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>Go to strip clubs with bros, inc one of their FWBs
>She's a married mother of 2, qt face and slender but horrible flapjack tits
>Going to get a lapdance and she says she'll give me a better one for the same price as one of the girls
>Get a lapdance and BJ from her in the field outside the strip club
>Go to friend's apartment
>Balls empty so brain takes over, feel dirty and just want to go home but don't want to be a party pooper so I get drunk and watch what's going on
>She goes into full BDSM mode and keeps twisting our nipples and demanding to be spanked
>Watch neckbeard friend attempting to fist her while she's on the phone with her kid
>Two other friends take her into bedroom for threesome
>She slaps one bro and scratches up his back so bad he loses his boner
>Other friend raw dogs her even though she's obviously slutty/troubled
>STD tests all around

take 4000 mg of caffeine pills to prove a point
start barfing blood and stuff all over
go outside in front yard naked

>>36204060
No, I get you. There's some stuff that I never want to say out loud (even on /r9k/, or to a therapist where there's legal authority to keep the other person quiet). Still, maybe seek psychiatric help. You can keep your boundaries.

I get that too @ inner self is ruined. I think it's important to realize that there is no "inner self"
>all you touch and all you see
>is all your life will ever be

The degenerate stuff you do when you're alone is as much of you as your "normal relationships". The distinction you make between this is artificial.

>>36203177
>try meth
>makes dick shrink
>spend next 2 days doing nothing but playing gta 3 and being paranoid as fuck

>>36203905
im sorry anon. Did you go to her house looking for a mother?

>>36204237
yeah, when you lose a maternal figure like that I found I ended up gravitating towards others mothers for emotional support

>>36204137
>Julie and I work at the horse-tracks
>woman comes into our workplace
>asks to see Julie
>"yeah she's in the back, but uh she's in the mid-"
>lady shoves past me
>"So you're the girl who's been terrorizing my daughter?"
>Julie is transfixed.
>40 something year old woman starts slapping around a teenager, dragging her into the kitchen
>Stacey's mom tries to cut my friend's hair up with a pair of scissors that were being used for the meat.
>I run outside, call the manager, the sous chef, and my co-worker, 911.
>the sous-chef is this massive guy
>comes in
>pulls the Mom away from Julie
>throws her on her ass
>starts screaming at her
>full screaming match ensues
>Mom keeps waving the scissors in SC's face
>"Get those fucking scissors out of my face, lady."
>she snaps them in his face sarcastically
>he is fucking circling her with a frying pan
>cops show
>Mom gets pulled away
>recognizes me as the person who called
>"I bet you're the stupid short-haired dyke my daughter told me about."
>what

>the manager calls me and Julie's parents, we don't have to finish our shift.
>my mom picks me up
>tell her about Stacey's mom
>she's got it going on
>"What was her name?"
>"Mrs. Thundercunt."
>"Oh my god....we used to play baseball together. After your Dad left she kept hitting on me."
>"What."
>"Yeah, she was always saying, 'Oh, now that Mr. Anon is gone, you're a free agent', and honking my headlights."
>my mom uses a lot of mixed metaphors
>huh

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>>36204338
>Stacey's mom gets hit with a simple assault charge
>the whole thing is a laugh riot at the school
>all Stacey's friends on the hockey team start removing themselves from her social circle
>I didn't see it first hand but there was a confessions page for my school on Normiebook, a twitter tag
>people, mostly robots/nerds/dweebs Stacey picked on keep making memes out of her
>she reacts pic related

>Stacey decides to get even with Julie by leaking Julie's nudes
>and by "Julie's nudes", I mean, "Stacey's nudes".
>Stacey humps on this big black dildo and moans less convincingly than a porn star for a full 14:43 minutes.
>distributes it around the school
>thinks that because her and Julie have the same hair colour and her face isn't visible, that people will think it's Julie because Stacey said so
>except the same wallpaper and picture of Stacey's family is visible both in her facebook profile pic and in the video
>and Julie wasn't a natural blonde
>the curtains don't match the drapes
>and she talks in the video and Julie had an accent
>also Stacey was white and Julie was fucking Latino
>and all the Chad's at the school already have footage of Stacey's roastie with THE EXACT SAME DILDO


>Stacey denies it all
>insists that "jealous nerds" at our school "photoshopped" her


Anyway, Stacey got a hockey scholarship to a local university. Despite years of calling me dyke, she now leads the gay-straight alliance. She also apparently harassed a Desi friend of mine at a party for "ethnic recipes". Julie's a vet. I'm still munching carpets.

I hire a prostitute every few months to cuddle

>>36203763

La reputa madre gil, anda a un psicologo o algo y dejate de joder boludo

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>Jerked off to tranny porn in a forest preserve parking lot in between classes at community college
>Came on my shirt
>Wore my mom's sweatshirt for the rest of the day

>>36204763
Used to work with a guy who would pick up hookers and take them to Denny's