Be me
>Had weird fetishes because my mom abused me
>Teen, start having weird actions towards my mom
>She neglect this feelings
>16 to 17 my fetish towards my mom turns to humiliation
>18
>fetish starts to morph, because porn addiction and 4chan all day + my mom laughting at me after trying to have sex to her
>Cuck shit
>Sissy shit
>Starts to lift to cover depression (Holocaust mode)
>Starts nofap
>fails a lot of times
>3 months lifting, i gain weight but still look like shit and my dick that was 14 cm goes to 13 (5,5 inches to 5 inches)
>Starts seeing Blacked videos
>I see my inferiority, 5 inches (The size of a fucking iphone) to a rhino dick
>Get deeper in feminization and trap meme
>Start to masturbate with hypnos....
Will continue.
You can avoid bumping the cuckbait threads by putting "sage" in the options field
>Fail everytime on Nofap
>All family leaves me for a week
>Time to get deeper on this fetish
>Shave, train asshole and what ever...
>Start lurking on my mom's room
>Find's a strange box
>Inside have a 6,5 inches dildo, kinky books and Bbc brazilian anal videos
>Wear panties to masturbate
>One day using panties i masturbate and eat my own cum
>After that i stopped
>10 days on nofap after that
>I'm crying
>Can't see my dick without getting sad
>regret after my actions
>I can't forget this...
Not pushing gay agenda, i genuinely want a advice, i didn't post on /adv, because this had a lot of details...
>>36196223
Advice on what? So you get off to bizarre shit, what's the big deal? There is hardly any relation between what you jerk off to and what you actually do IRL. Seriously, can you, or someone else for that matter, explain this "shame" that you're experiencing? In my 15+ years of fapping I have never encountered this.
>>36196021
You're a typical sissy white boy.
>>36196719
Scratch that, just noticed
>my mom laughting at me after trying to have sex to her
Either 2/10, got me to reply, or you're legitimately retarded, porn or no porn.
make sure this isn't going to be you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6AQ_85U7Q0
>>36196021
Black guy here
BBC is not real. You might be avke to find a black bf though, but black gays are annoying
>>36196929
Jealous white dicklet