You know that feeling when you're half dreaming after waking

>>36179236
It feels like our world is old and dying.

>>36179409
nothing feels real anymore

>>36179484
I can't tell the difference between my thoughts and the thoughts of others

>>36179541
I can't even distinguish my own thoughts. Shit's scary

>>36179687
This isn't a philosophical issue

You have some sort of mental disorder, OP. It sounds like you're experiencing strong dissociation, probably as a result of some underlying disorder

Go see a psychiatrisr

>>36179771
I've just been with my own thoughts for too long. I'll be fine.

>>36179771
This.

Also play some vidya, it helps sometimes.

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I don't even know anymore.
My dreams seem much more real to me lately, and life is taking me nowhere.
Unable to make decisions, or to even move my body confidently.
One major downfall two years ago resulted in complete hopelessness that is here now.
I barely sleep for two hours while occasionally losing consciousness for five minutes three times a day.
Shut all windows with cardboard. The light seems too annoying nowadays.
I feel like I can sit on my chair and wave my head for hours straight.
And I don't have any money to see a psychiatrist.
I am waiting for something right now, counting hours and days. Don't know what I'm waiting for though.
Coming out once a month to get some food.
Successfully putting a smile on while in public.
The head hurts.

>>36179938
We're all so lonely yet in the company of hundreds of other people just like us here.

>>36179938
Have you heard of Systemspace? I hate to me /that guy/, but I'm pretty drunk lmao. Also, you should definitely check out Archer lol.

Just kill me already

>>36180618
Who are all these people?
Originalissimo.

>>36180618
Sorry, ignore my retarded drunk-posting. I haven't had anything to drink in forever.

>>36180774
What people? I don't understand

>>36180821
You mean this
https://systemspace.link
And a "Special agent Archer" TV show?
I like the latter a lot, but never heard about the former.

>>36180840
Yes. I've been marathoning it recently because what the fuck else am I supposed to do with my life and I've really enjoyed it. And I'm posting almost-gibberish because I'm not used to being drunk (sorry), but yeah. The former is a community which I greatly enjoy.

>>36180904
Thank you. I will see what I can do.
I wish you to stay well.

>>36181014
Cool! I hope you have a fantastic time as well!