I'm not ok and I need help with all this sadness and regret

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>>36161918
>tfw a piece of fiction will never have this kind of impact on me

>getting profound ideas from achinese cartoon

lmao at ur lyf.

>>36162010
It was a long time coming. If it wasn't this Indonesian puppet show, it would've been some random novel I picked up at the library.

>>36162047
>But the tears won't stop

lmao at u being such a pu$$y

>>36161918
I thought that cartoon was kinda shit desu.

>>36162087
Good on your that your life isn't shit as mine

>>36161918
Shinkai is an auteur, senpai, it's what he does

>>36161918
I am not a /r9k/ regular but I get you.

But this is what it was like for most of the people who watched the film. Missed chances. Glimpses of people we never got to talk to. That's what Shinkai is all about as a director. He's trying to tell us something. It's not just about our memories, but about what our memories are painfully trying to tell us right now in the present.

Today I was too shy to talk to women in a bar. I fucking sperged out when I was trying to walk over. I got some random stranger from the Internet to be my wingman and help me. He pulled me over to his side while he put on the moves. Every day I learn a little.

Don't feel like you wasted your life. Your life begins today bro. Text those friends you never got to hang out with.

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take" -- Socrates

>>36162159
I want to stop feeling this. But... Fuck man, I need to find help.

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>>36161962
This is the real feel here, not ever being impacted deeply by a work of fiction or irl fucking sucks.
Countless times I've watched a show and something profound and sad happened, and I wanted to cry, but I couldn't since I'm too apathetic to feel anything beyond a slight twang of feeling.

>>36162197
You have no idea how relieved I feel that there is someone out there who gets it. More than anything else I wish I could go back. Go back tell Karli I liked her alot. Go back and bullshit around with my trio of friends.

>>36162323
I feel just like you except the original Yamato made me cry like a little bitch at the very end.

Going after the girl would have been worse, trust me I did go after girls and they rejected me and it made my life much worse, still never been loved.

Did you see 5cm/s?

I don't really mind being single, I've more or less accepted that I'll always be alone and even if I feel crushing loneliness I can more or less live with it.

But to be occasionally reminded that I missed out on the pure, innocent teenage love meme really gets to me.

>>36161918
Just remember that these movies/shows are a romanticization of things that rarely (bolded, underlined, 30px font) happen.
Most relationships I've seen second hand from my friends are never beautiful. They fight, argue, do the same shit every day, get drunk to bare hanging out with the other, and fuck out of routine.

The life you imagine is always 100x better than the life that is possible.

>>36162882
I've seen all his works. In fact I saw 5cm/s during my last week in HS.


Its ironic, I completely brushed off the melancholia as emo drivel. I thought at the time that HS and childhood in general couldn't end fast enough.


Now I'm crying for those days and that innocent love I never got to experience

>>36161918
>But the tears won't stop

Do you have that almost painful feeling in your chest, like something is crushing you?

>>36163014
Yes. Its hard to eat. And I need to step away from the office in order to cry a bit.

>>36161918
don't strive to something like that anon. it's risky!

>>36164264
I wasted my life. My youth is gone and I fell horrible

>>36162323
it's not the sad or profound shit that gets you, it's the rare moment when art perfectly reflects your deepest fears or regrets. crying at sad endings is normie shit. you cry when the story skips 30 years and suddenly the two inseperable childhood friends are old and their lives are over and all they have is reminiscence. you cry when that song plays that reminds you of your brother dying. it can happen to anyone, it's just rare to find something that truly touches you because these things don't have mass-market appeal.