The depression and suicidal thoughts are coming back. Anyone

>>36147055
Wanna talk to me anon? Let's support each other.

>>36147167
that's perfectly fine with me

Same here. It's been rough

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>>36147167
as crazy as this sounds I feel like from an early point in my life I was given a chance to succeed. once I didn't show much promise(due to my circumstances in life and being put on medication) ...I don't know how to put this. long story short I feel like people (subconsciously) over many years basically just set me up for failure (like just stomped me out) ...I cant explain it in a paragraph and I don't think it was even something they were aware of. just something they did (do). am I schizophrenic? am I losing my mind? I feel so alone and helpless / hopeless / powerless.

>>36147768
I felt like that for so long and then it's like I was miraculously pulled up but now I've fucked up the source of my happiness and now I'm having to go back to being a lonely depressed failure after tasting something better

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>>36147927
Sorry to hear that. The only reason I keep going is for those moments when I feel like I'm being "pulled up" even though they are few and quite insignificant.

>>36147768
People sabotage others. That's just what happens. I just had a medical emergency where I almost lost my eyesight. As soon as I got out of the hospital guess what happened? Half a dozen women at work filed repeated (false) harassment reports against me. I lost my job. Luckily I healed and got to keep my vision. There's nothing you can do except keep moving forward.