>Feels threat
>24, gainfully employed at a location that I hate (teacher)
>Depression that's only temporarily fixed by being industrious, yet I'm never industrious unless I'm bored and stuck somewhere
>Love music and poetry, but too scared to try it on my own
>Just wallow in the mess that I live in
>Just want to do marketing to pay rent and make educational video games as a passion project
>Why do I instead veg-out in front of the computer and only go outside for dog walks?
>pic related. I would like to believe but feel I would have to literally be delusional to believe
What's wrong with me?
p.s. it's weird that you need to click the "im not a robot" box in order to post
Not really feels but kinda related.
Origionalio
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The second to last one anon, not everyone goes to church because they believe in God (although many do) but because they want to feel that for just one hour, they're a part of something, that they belong
>he doesn't go to Church to piss off internet atheists
>tfw finally found a qt girl I can talk to without sperging out
>we have the same interests
>she seems to like being around me
>was going to ask her out
>someone tells me she has a boyfriend
Fuck it, I might ask her out anyways; her bf is a salty beta male. I think he knows I'm interested in her because he's kind of a dick to me.
OP the reason you are a mess is because you believe in the last square of your pic
Now people will say im stupid, but they all have horrible shit lifes and they all believe in that crap
That crap is actually shit because it robs your life from meaning in order for you to be depressed and lost enough to indulge in shit like "vegging out in front of the computer and only going outside for dog walks"
Relativizing truth because you don't want to offend any of your potential costumers, thats what that narrative is. In reality someone is right. Now you can piss your existence off because you are a pussy or you can be honest with yourself and be fucking right.
There is no Divinity in having a little girl as a wife, no divinity in having a chosen people, no divinity in refusing to live for fear of sufferening.
Whats divine is to sacrifice yourself to save those you love when you could snap your fingers and make everyone turn to fire.
Christianism was a REVOLUTION on Judaic though. Jesus was killed because he questioned the morals of jews and was willing to sacrifice his jewish blood for goyim blood.