Advanced Darkness.

i know i know, you want me to say something to make you laugh in a ruefully unguarded way, but youre over there, not here, youre not my friend, anon. YOU are not my friend. i have started running to the car or to the door because the embarassing thoughts are catalyst to action and i not unlike you think i am the main character in the movie. im not observing you you are in there alone. i want to be the stormtrooper standing over the terminal child giving a thumbs up but i do not have the fortitude and elegant clarity of purpose. i dont believe they want a reward they want not to die so why make the joke? traitor brain.

nobody knows is neither here nor there. qualify your statement with something other than fifis and i will show you that there is nothing going on in that house with the subaru and chain fence and red toddler car with a yellow plastic top. when he brings in the groceries walk in and tell him you dont feel like leaving. you are no longer homeless. further, you have made a real human connection. sit down, eat the food they regret spending money on. if you are away from the tv walk toward it says the reporter, and ive never heard anything more beautiful and hopeful.

kys normie scum

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it sounds like you really poured your heart out into these posts anon. i can't say i can relate, being a lonely depressed robot with no friends or future. but you aren't a bad person. maybe you aren't a good person either, but i don't think any of us here are.
i don't know what else to say, other than good luck. i wish you well.

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the expected reaction from these posts in the way that a person in the world would reply. i expected this. i want to punch you in the head until you have a seizure and then when you make a stupid animal noise i will kick you in the face because you are so weak. because i love you this deeply. i dont know if i have ever done anything with any amount of effort. i dont think ive ever done anything at all outside of the range of being a placeholder. i want my mommy, im so alone and hurt and scared and worthless and the torrent of shame and embarrassment is so crippling and overwhelming and typed with an expressionless face.

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and hey, you know what, i expected you to get angry at me too. i know you probably don't want people to show you kindness, whether you think it's real or not.
i can insult you if you'd like. whatever makes you happy, friend.

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i want you to stroke my hair and rape me and put me to bed in a room with a yellow light in the wal mart lamp and limit my soda consumption. i want you to shoot me in the back of the head after strapping me into a time machine. i want you to be my mommy and i really want to not have to ever hear my voice again.

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i am deeply apologetic to your hurt feelings and wish you a continuous smirk in your sojourning the antler themed 19 year old dilettante board.

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that sounds sort of like the kind of things i want too anon. it's a little strange.
i'm not sure i can do that for you over the internet though. but i hope those things happen to you someday. if you want them to, that is.