Hello friends.
I am starting to get concerned about my mental health.
>My mood can change from melancholic to euphoric in a matter of seconds for no apparent reason.
>found myself staring myself in the mirror for 30 minutes, mind completely blank.
>I cry alot. I have not cried in years.
>I talk to "myself" out loud
>I get urges to do weird things I never do
>Sometimes I feel like I lose control and I start to twitch my legs, arms and neck
This shit only happens at night when I'm alone. I've suspected I have some sort of depression for a long time but this shit is new and fucked. But something tells me I am faking it, like I am doing this on purpose to have something to blame all my failure on (if that makes any sense)
Am I going schizo, robots?
You are jacking your addrenaline r8s up m8, too much fapping fux you up
>>36117738
Dude, i get the exact same shit apart from crying, i cant cry no matter how hard i try
>>36117738
>Am I going schizo, robots?
yes. all of what you have described are early symptoms of schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder.
you are between 19 and 23, right? that's when it usually starts, but many people with these disorders have had severe depression before the first schizo symptoms. go see a doctor asap.
it only gets worse from here on out
>>36117783
>falling for the NoFap meme
>>36117895
>I cant cry no matter how hard I try
That's how I was too before, like your eyes are clogged.
>>36117948
Well, shit.
I've always had a fascination of schizophrenia, like in movies and stuff. Ironic if I am actually getting it now myself
>>36118159
this is no cry guy, are you me?
>>36118203
If I'm a schizo, possibly