>everyone in your life looks down on you as a disappointment

parents are like that anon trust me. they'll never be satisfied, that's just how parents are.

you're supposed to outgrow the need for their approval, that's what independence is about.

>>36114542
How does one start this path?

>same situation
>tried to an hero with pills
>they found me in time
>hospital then loony bin
>they spread my failure around so that EVERYONE looks down on me now
>always talk about how SENSITIVE AND SPECIAL I am
>Cant bring myself to try again even tho life is so much worse because parents constantly guilt me

>>36114866
go to college, get a job that pays enough to move out, separate yourself from them.

do whatever you want in your own space with your own money, they have no control over you.

>>36114505
keep your head up bro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8