Who here /professional/ but still a robot
> Work at fortune 500 company
> High confidence at work
> Working on a masters degree
> Being groomed for leadership
> Six figure salary
But I still come home, still have no gf, still have nothing really going on outside of work. Chronic illness and ugly means money doesn't matter. Mathematician here considering living like a monk, just giving up on trying to be socially viable.
Buy hookers. Play videogames. Travel. Done
I love golden retrievers
>>36104414
Same brah, if I go monk mode I'm gonna get one. Work less hours just chill with my big homie.
>>36104375
Not OP, but similar to him. And that's exactly what I do.
happy friday failed normie
I'm pretty much the same.
My life feels so empty.
I just want a loving family to come home to, instead of my empty house.
I think about killing myself every night.
Every morning I wake up and wish I had died in my sleep.
>>36104701
> every morning I wake up an wished I had died in my sleep
I don't wish for this.. yet
But I hope for something meaningful something to spend my life on more than some corporate directive. Every day I begin to believe more and more that I will have to create that thing, that I won't be able to find it somewhere or be given it by some boss.
My issue is that even though I have this amazing job that pays well.. I am still always broke. I spend it all on drugs, alcohol and Amazon.
And I'm so fucking lonely. The shit parts of me always overshadow my career success and other random good qualities.
>>36104886
What do you work on anon, we have similar lifestyles we can start a correspondence
>>36104907
I teach computer shit at a college. As in the 'professor'. Haha. Quite drunk now
>>36104948
Lol I develop AI, more of the mathematics side than CS, but same kind of stuff.
>>36105003
I'm always impressed by mathematicians. I'd chat on some app of some kind if you are interested. I just can't guarantee I'll be awake much longer. The alcohol is finally doing its job and making me sleepy.
>>36105190
http://tlk io/r9krandom
Add . in the space
Anyone else is welcome of course