What's everyone feeling tonight? Whats making you sad?

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>>36103857
having to find a new job, gonna suck

>>36103857
Feeling decent today, luckily.
Just the usual lonliness and antisocial feeling

>>36103857
had a productive day today so not feeling all that bad. have a good one m8

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I have to move in back with my dad and turbocunt sister in august because my mom is lazy and won't support herself so she no longer wants to be separated anymore

my dad made strange advances on me three times, kinda want 2 die

>>36103999
At least I feel better now knowing I got trips after posting a frog image

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>>36103999
>trips checked
also rape your dad and blackmail his ass for rent monies

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>>36103857

Annoyed, I met a guy on ok Cupid about a month ago, and he seemed really cool and straight acting online, but he's a total fruit in real life. Has a voice of a fairy, says thing like "fabulous" unironically, has a dead eye, loves romantic comedies, has made me watch four movies so far about or with drag queens in them, always has a slobbery wet mouth like a dog, constantly gossiping about girls he works with, we've already sucked each other off so there's pretty much no going back now. He also knows where I live.

Is it wrong to break it off with someone if they're just not your type of you've already been sexually involved?

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>>36103857
>What's everyone feeling tonight?
Rage, am always angry and I gotta wait just a few more days until the 16th for my 21st to buy me some booze

>Whats making you sad?
lots of things, but right now I guess that am back to my old alcoholic/drug habits

>>36103857
Car's dead, family's shit, have no money, will never have money, hate everyone, I just want to live in the wild with all the humans dead.

>>36103999
god damn this sounds shit ...no idea where to start with advice. run away start working / saving and reading books like a mad man? good luck lad

Feeling lonely. Wish I could find people like me in my area, but all the people like me are locked away in their bedrooms on vidya / animu / r9k / etc.

How do you meet people online who are also in your area? I've tried it before but never found any sites that really worked.

>>36104117

Local community groups on Facebook are actually a good place to start.

>>36103857
>>feeling very down and frustrated
Why?
>>tfw you realize who oneitis is and don't know how to approach
I figured out who I love. A girl from hs. She's a super qt azn. I'm adjusting my Facebook before I msg her

>>36104166
I did join a few of them, but... now what? Do I just start messaging random strangers? What am I supposed to say?

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I wish I was a good person. I don't think anybody would miss me if I died because everyone who knows me knows I am terrible. I used to be good when I was a kid but then society broke me and I grew up mean and bitter and I do bad things to people even though I try not to. I've never gone so far as killing somebody but that doesn't make me not a bad person.

>>36103857
>Whats making you sad?
Basically got shut down hard by the only girl I've ever liked.
So, lonely as fuck but now I'm actually noticing it.

>>36103857
Sere mne ze sem od pulnoci do 4 rana chodil jak kokot po meste a hledal nekoho s travou. Nikdo nemel.

Minulej tejden sem potkal typka co mi dal Gcko kvalitky za kilo a dneska 4hodky a nic

>>36104278
I can relate so much to this.
Society just makes you either hard and bitter or makes you mask all emotion and let it out in unhealthy ways...
It's all awful

>>36104329
At first I just turned hard but then there were people I thought I could trust and they hurt me badly and I just turned mean. I feel like I'm radioactive because just being around me is enough to guarantee I hurt you. I am a shit person and I will always be bad. I try to be nice but I just keep falling back into being who I am.

>>36104222

No, that's weird, silly. Just make a post in the group about what your looking for depending on what the group is.

>>36104371
Exactly!
Not the whole "i'm a shit person" part.
But the part where you suddenly realize you're way too harsh then try to be nice but get fucked over by harder people then fall into Depressed rage that ruins everything.
Society sucks ass

>>36104413
Yeah, too harsh is definitely part of it for me. But I just do mean things in geneal. I tell myself that I'm just looking out for myself because nobody else will anymore but I am just hurting people by doing these things and I do a lot of what I do because I like making other people as miserable as I am.

>>36104474
The key is to hurt people without them noticing

I need physical contact.
I need intimacy and affection.

This need is a horrible feeling, it almost physically hurts.

>>36104474
Oh.

I can relate too. I like fucking with my little brother because he's TOO FUCKING HAPPY! I mean, he laughs for more than 10 seconds at a good joke! I barely laugh a second i fucking despise him so god damn much

>>36104508
I'm not really sure how to go about that.

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I need a job but I'm terrified of driving. I have to have my sister drive me to the few interviews I get.

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normie qt wanted to take me out dancing tonight, she most likely wants to fugg afterward too.
told her I'm shy and pussied out.
wew nearly had a panic attack.

>>36104524
My foster "brother" has always been very happy and for some reason it always annoyed me. I feel bad for him and his parents for bringing me into their household and me doing these bad things to them. I don't understand why they wanted me even before it was obvious that I'm bad. Why would you just take a kid that nobody else wants if you don't have to? I don't get it. If somebody asked me to take their kid and raise it I would probably tell them to fuck off. Or maybe ask what's in it for me and then leave the kid in front of the police station once I get paid.

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>>36103857
A mosquito bit me in the hand

I want to go and see the GITS movie, but I don't have no one to go with and don't want to look like a creep

I have no friends and I feel lonely af

Plus the usual shit...

>>36104598
Man, it's not even foster brother.
I fuck with my biological brother. I fucking hate him. He acts just like me when i was happier... he's even said he wants to be like me. That shit makes me mad as fuck both at him and at myself

>>36104562
>"Salimos a comernos este fin de semana"
>Didn't freak out about it.
She's THAT much of an easy gal.
Don't back off. Go for it YOU FUCKING NORMIE PIECE OF SHIT

>>36104615
>but I don't have no one to go with and don't want to look like a creep
No one will be in the theater for that shit anyways.

I don't see the point in trying anymore because every single time I try to fix something or make life better in some way it ends badly, and even sometimes makes things worse. I don't even have the motivation to pursue my stupid pipe-dreams anymore, for which blind optimism has been giving me a will to continue for years. I'm currently possessed with the overwhelming urge to get drunk, but I know I'll try to kill myself, and I don't have enough hope to not follow through with it anymore. Shit sux yo

>>36104631
I think I would probably be the same if I had a real brother. Or maybe I do have one and don't know him. I would probably be awful to him either way.

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Just finished watching Trainspotting. It kinda scared me how much I am like Tommy. Sports, no drinking, no drugs, no lying, obsessed with some shitty cunt who'll leave you at the drop of a hat.

There was a time where I was like late-movie Tommy, descending into a spiral of self-destruction and getting into shitty places. Was genuinely afraid of dying of AIDS. Makes me think about what could have happened if I didn't pull myself together.

Sometimes I think about going back. Tonight is one of those nights.

>work as a blackjack dealer
>player just tried to get me to 'be myself' to a girl for half an hour
>serious thoughts about giving in and if it fails just gonna off myself

>>36103857
I had a guy said he thinks i am hot, I kinda feel bad that i am not gay.

Worked the most hellish shift today at the wage cuckery.. jesus christ it was awful. I am going to have to find a new job soon which is going to suck. We are so understaffed it's honestly absurd that the business is still running. Last year my department had three people in it at all times (which was busy enough), but now I'm expected to run everything myself for 8 hours and beg people to cover my breaks and lunches. I was almost in tears today after I had customers screaming at me that it was taking too long to help them in line when I was literally sprinting back, totally out of breath.. it's just not fair what I've had to put up with because I am a hard worker. I feel like I'm being taken advantage of.

>>36103857
Well, I'm back on /r9k/ after a year and a half. But I got a cup of tea and I'm feelin comfy.

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>>36103857
existential dread mostly, internalizing all my issues for the last 2 years probably doesn't help either.

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Just thinking about my qt oneitis and all the things I'll never do with her.

>>36104842
Just quit that, namefag. Right now.
You can find something different, something better.
At least anything will seem better if you think you're in a hole you dug out yourself.
Once you learn the ropes and they see you are eager to cooperate to keep things together they start putting more and more work on you.
You don't need to stay on a sinking ship. Go away.
Just don't drown in self-pity and regret once you walk out. Keep your head up and do your best to find a new job.

>>36103857
Im a NEET whos scared of getting a job and i still dont have a boyfriend reeeeee

>>36103857
I feel like no one respects eachother and onlu cares about thems3lves.

>>36104981
Guess what:
You're now thinking about the things she does with her boyfriend/girlfriend/FWB/thousands of people she talks casually with everyday. And how none of them is (You).

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>>36105075
>You're now thinking about the things she does with her boyfriend
J-joke's on you, I was already doing that.

Oneitis will never feel the same towards me
Ruined all friendships due to alcohol so I'm completely alone
Somehow still have a job, but not friends with anyone there, I'm thatguy. Quiet, I just do my job and leave.
Parents are disgusted by me and won't even speak to me.
Online dating is a chore and I don't have it in me to get out anymore.
Vidya doesn't do it for me anymore. I can't get into anime.

Today's my day off and I haven't left my bed except to smoke. I haven't spoken to anyone all day because there's no one to talk to.

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Once...
I had friends
I had a gf
I had hope

The sting of loss.

>>36104702
Is it that bad?

I've heard is ''ok''.
I'm mainly interested in the aesthetics and visual aspect of the movie.

>>36103857
My huge man-tits.