Frogs and Feels Tavern

>>36102201
Give me a beer, im high as a kite!

>driving test in less than two weeks that I'm 75% sure i'm going to fuck up
>if i get that, my parents will immediately start cracking down on me about getting a job even though I can't keep one worth a damn
>I don't know what I hate more, life changes or life stagnation

I'm not very familiar with booze so gimme a good sorrow-drowner

27 kv wagecuck. Trying to get to a school program in college but both my parents' health are degrading. Like they prob wont see me graduate. All i can do is ask more time but i'm not hearing anything from school.

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>>36102486
What are you high on my good man?

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>>36102502
>I'm not very familiar with booze so gimme a good sorrow-drowner
Ah you're looking for whiskey. How old are you though? You seem like a youngling

>>36102588
i turned 21 this past december

>>36102549
Damn anon I'm sorry I don't know what to say. What program are you looking to get into? I'm sure your parents will be proud with whatever path you choose

I had that bad dream again. You know, the one where I'm working the register and people won't stop showing up and making me scan their items when I should be sleeping. I know I'm in my bed sleeping, and far away from the store, but that doesn't make it end. They just keep going on through, and I keep getting nervous that I didn't scan their huge jars of pickles right. Eventually they all go through, and I escape the scene.

I don't know, it's weird.

>>36102637
What have you been doing since high school? And would you consider pursuing college or a trade?

>>36102707
Sounds like you need a hobby or should take some time off. You're getting sensory overload with your job and it's literally affecting your sleep

>>36102201
Knob Creek, neat.

Visited my baby brother this week and his two year old son came up to me and threw his arms around me in a big hug. It was really nice. Of course, I've spent the rest of the week inwardly bemoaning that I will never be a father myself.

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>>36102757
It's my first week, it's probably natural. You may be right about the hobbies thing, though. Depression coupled with a job really doesn't make things more enjoyable, it just distracts you. I don't even need the money that much, to be honest. Maybe I'll take a trip somewhere.

>>36102674
health science field. it's just that i won't have any support when they're gone. it's not like friends are gonna shell out some money if i get in a bind.

Seems like my best friend is hanging out with my (only one) ex... Feels bad man, It's hard to deal with

>>36102719
I tried to get an associates in art at a community college, which was pitiful enough on it's own.

Flunked a class and couldn't afford to continue, then I got fired from the wagecuck job I had. That was back in 2015 and I've been sitting at home becoming more and more neurotic ever since.

>no internships available
>volunteer work only for houseniggery
>career jobs require BS with 6-7 of experience

Im going to end up going military just for a fucking paycheck. This is bullshit. I went to college to avoid this. Pour me some fucking bleach barkeep

>>36102502
I know how you feel, my family is apparently so worried about me driving that they paid 120 dollars for 3 driving lessons and I felt like I had to go to them since they spent money.

Took my test the first time and I fucking failed and now I'm too scared to go back, but I'm also freaking out because they spent 120 dollars on me and I can't just not do it.

I don't even fucking drive anywhere or want to but they insist that "driving makes you so free! trust us, you'll be so free when you can drive!".

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>>36102794
Shit what a ride of emotions. That's still an awesome feeling to have your nephews get that excited to see you. Cheers man

>>36102878
Care for a drink? Has your friend become distant lately? And why would they be hanging out with your ex?

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>live with ocd
>always in constant mental hell and keep having horrible thoughts
>attempt to self improve and try to think good thoughts
>always tear myself down after a week
I feel really fucking drained of energy at this point
I don't know if I can keep fighting it anymore
(This is my first greentext)

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I bought some expensive glasses online for a very rare gift to myself. I dropped them maybe five minutes after opening them and now I can't tell if they're slightly crooked or not.
Such is life I guess.

>>36103064
OCD here too, what side of it hits you the hardest?

I have "rituals" that last about an hour before I can go to bed.

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>>36102933
Mind if I share a glass with you? That's literally my situation right now and I'm strongly considering officer candidate school

>>36103064
what goes on in your horrible thoughts anon.

>>36102851
Are you working at all? You could apply for a Pell Grant in the States and you might get other financial aid

>>36103095
Mostly the thoughts of suicide and other self mental torture

>>36103076
What kind of glasses? Can we get a pic of them?

>>36102201
>So come on in, take a seat, and tell your ole barkeep and fellow robots what's on your mind.

I've watched the two berserk episodies they released today from the second season and they were pretty good but I'm gonna get disappointed at the DB episode tomorrow.

>>36103157
Why do you think you'll be disappointed?

>>36103115
I keep thinking my mom is heavily disappointed in me and secretly wishes I was never born is one thought

>>36102201

this video is not available, faggot.

>>36103184
It will be filler, they're gathering the team for the tournament.

>>36103115
Another is that I will always suffer and endure it but never feel any real positive emotions nor experience any form of happiness

>>36103254
It literally just worked for me. nice try shitlord :^)

>>36103054
Sure, a scotch will do.
We 3 we're common friends (I knew my best friend from years before, tough) , once she broke up with me, she stopped talking to me, but not with my friend, and it seems that they've been haging out for some time now... I feel betrayed, I mean, he doesn't even try to hide it, and no he is not being distant... That's why it hurts so bad, I think I shouldn't talk to him for a while...

>>36103064
I do sometimes have painful flashbacks of decade old failures associated to arguments I'm dealing at the moment. Is that what it feels like?

>>36103104
Shit, have a fucking jug. On me. Whatever you want

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>>36103304
I think you should carefully confront him about it and try to talk to him so he sees your perspective. I don't think you should just forget about everything just yet

>>36103324
I've grown used to it at this point

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>>36103148
Sunglasses, true cyborg apparel. It's the uncertainty that hurts so much, if they were clearly messed up I'd send them back.

any other paranoiabots here?

its taking over my life

>>36103374
I think I will, anon, thanks for the drink.

>>36103123
Im working in retail. And idk i tried applying for fafsa the first time long ago and they said they couldnt take me cus i was in community college too long and my grades are bad. It's been years and i kinda unjusted my grades a lil but idk im getting anxiety just from thinking about it.

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>>36102201
Hey barkeep, I was just about to make some kind of Alcoholic Solidarity thread!
>currently Voodoo Ranger (have some real reservations about New Belgium brewery but this one's very exceptional for an IPA) and Sailor Jerry
If anyone has good rum rec's, I'm game. My general go-to's are Jerry and Morgan.

I'm not a big cocktail fan, but why don't you pour me some Revolver Blood&Honey? Some brew from my home, that I only ever get to try every few years when I go back.

I'm just getting over a retarded broken bone that's kept me from wagecucking for over a month. Looking forward to getting back into the cuckforce, although at least I have plenty of money tucked away to keep me supplied with beer and bar food for the past 5 weeks.

I use wagecucking to escape the feels that I start to feel when I have too much free time. When I'm not gainfully employed I have a carpentry shop in my garage that I run nearly full-time, not so much for the money/favors but just to keep my hands busy and holding something other than a gun to my own head.

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need a nightcap OP, first time wage cycling here

Just worked from 3pm-11pm as a cleaner at a restaurant. Basically a busboy but you do more shit. Third day on the job. I don't get how people do this for a living. The constant movement.

I met a literal Chad who only talked to the female coworkers and kept trying to force me to clean his section. Then a retarded Spanish girl kept saying I was too slow when she was literally down syndrome tier slow in setting up tables. Overall not as bad as the first two days. But it will be busier tomorrow, I really am not looking forward to that.

Desperately trying to get a security job. I don't even care about two weeks notice anymore. Just going to bail, I'm really scared and feel bad for doing it but hey I need better pay.

>>36103601
I wish I could give you a hug OP. I just got a 10pm-6am job at sheetz. I had my first shift last night. I have no idea how people fucking do this.

I'm really thinking about buying a shotgun with my first pay check and just ending it, but fuck it. I can't quit yet.

I'll work for 3 months, save $3000 and then look for another job.

>>36102201
I met a cute girl and even had a little conversation with her and i didn't even get her name...

Could I just get two fingers of maker's mark please

>>36103601
>I don't even care about two weeks notice anymore

You realize this is for your employer's benefit, not yours, right?

Unless you're desperate for references, there's no point in being kind when you're transferring from one dead-end job to another.

>>36102201
God I hate my job. I hate it so fucking much it's almost like legit torture. The panic attacks are terrible, even on weekends

Gin & Tonic, if you please.

Two days of sitting on my ass and playing Breath of the Wild await before me. Just want to vedge out for a while. I'm not sure work is going to ever get any better. I'd have perfect metrics if I wasn't being measured on things that are out of my control, due to buggy software and co-workers own ineptitude. Might start looking for another job. Either in my profession or I'll just give up and be a dishwasher for my remaining years.

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>>36103585
Here you are man but I don't know if I have any noteworthy recommendations for whiskey. I agree with what you said about keeping busy. It's why I never understood the whole NEET meme and how people can go their day to day life doing Jack shit. Anyways cheers

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>>36103601
Sorry for the delay on your drink. Why do you want a security job so much?

>>36103867
>Breath of the Wild
That's one of the few games I'd actually spend money to buy a new system for (apart from a Wii I haven't used in years, the most recent system I have is a first-gen Nintendo DS which I got for free, I generally play Gameboy SP and Gamecube)

>tfw no Splatoon game on le steam xd

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>>36103867
I think we all meet to veg out once and while. Let us know how Breath of the Wild goes

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>>36103732
Sure man. What's troubling you?

Rye on the rocks.

It's Friday again. And another weekend I've failed to quit the drugs. I know I'm smarter than this but I can't figure it out. I also really miss Tyler. He's not some ex, my dead friend rather. I usually refer to him as my dead friend. Makes me smile.

>>36102201
Can I get vodka straight

>got accepted to a top 10 school
>move to a new city, so I live with roommates
>they all hang out together/bring friends over
>instantly, I'm the weird one
>I haven't spoken to another human being in 3 months (outside of the classroom answering questions/getting food)
>every time I'm in my room and I hear them laugh I feel so empty on the inside
>I started crying myself to sleep

I just can't seem to be happy

>>36103721
Learn from this and make sure next time you get some kind of contact info otherwise the whole ordeal is pointless

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>>36104029
What do you mean by dead friend and why does that make you smile?

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>>36104036
To what level have you tried befriending them? Do you do any extracurricular activities to meet new people?

>>36104139
Thanks. We hanged out for ~3 weeks, and after a while they started to ask me questions like, "do you have any other friends." I interpreted that they don't want me around them. They would constantly ask questions like that and I eventually got the hint. I just ignore them and go to my room now.

>>36103665
sheetz is awesome
I'm the neet who comes in around 3am to buy snacks and smokes

>>36104018
Glasses bs from earlier and just burnt out from doing a 34 hour work week while in school.

>>36103721
I hate to break it to you man, but if she is a cute girl (more than likely) she already has a boyfriend or love interest. We weren't met to be happy.

>>36104104
Well he's dead. Died 9 months ago in an accident.
And when I talk about him with people who never knew him I refer to him as my dead friend rather than Tyler. Most people give me weird looks when I do but I smile because even though it is strange to others it feels like an inside joke I share with him.

I'll take a gin 'n' tonic Sam.

My 25th is coming up soon and all I want is a shotgun with slugs, I told myself on my 18th that if things didn't improve by 25 I would end it all, things have gotten unimaginably worse. I don't have friends to talk to nor would I want to discuss this with them anyway, I have a proper rope but I know the odds are against me.

A gun would just make it so much easier desu senpai

Vodka on the rocks
>Depressed
>Health anxiety
>Mom and sisters think I should get a GF
>No job
>No car

>>36104229
True. Maybe i'm just overthinking it

>>36104104
And thank you.

>>36104261
My brain fog is keeping me from actually pursuing anything

>I should just kill myself like I was planning to

>>36104273
Nah man, that's just your nature trying to idolize a girl that gave you attention. Women are egocentric. They only do things to benefit themselves.

>lonely guy
>talk to him to make him feel better but to make other people think I'm a good person
>fucks chad

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r9k should create a cult so we can all commit suicide together

>>36104323
Best thing I've heard in days

>>36104315
Nobody was there to see us, though.
Nobody that knew me, anyway.

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>>36104323
my pic > yours

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>Desperately looking for job
>Spent the past half hour filling out a few resumes and writing a cover letter for this company
>Their positions seem perfect for my level of experience and what I want to do
>Submit, and done
>Wait... hold on a second
>My fucking face when I misspelled the company name in my cover letter
>Can't edit submission
Fuck you Kiewit I could have fucking sworn I saw it spelled with two t's. Well that was a nice waste of 30 minutes.

I don't know shit about alcohol. Something sweet I guess

>>36104323
I'm down
>oreganobloxx

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>>36104373
Shirley Temple on the house!

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>>36102201
>tfw already drunk
>want a burger
>only places that are delivered are closed

>>36104245
I appreciate that morbid humor quite a lot actually. My mom died when I was seven so whenever that subject cane up I just used it to make other people feel awkward. Probably the best coping mechanism

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>>36104253
Honest question. Have you considered the helium method?

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>>36104400
Hey man thanks for stepping in. I'm getting exhausted because I had a long day so if could take over the bar that would be awesome

>>36104539
Exactly. It just makes sense to try and make laughs from something that is obviously total fucking shit.

>>36104573
Helium tanks now have an oxygen mixture. I'm not going into this unprepared, done a lot of studying over the years. Gases and injections are the dumbest fucking ways to go about it.

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>>36104181
>I interpreted that they don't want me around them
iktf, fellow doesn't-get-social-things bro.

If you don't want to fall into that pit of being "that guy" in all groups for the rest of your life, just ignore it. You'll never be Chad, probably, but having one friend is better than having none. Failed social interactions (like your normo-cunt roomies) are just a tool you use to refine future interactions and one day meet friends who genuinely value your company.

>>36103943
Good pay high demand where I am. Benefits. Stability. Not as stressful.

>>36102201
From the ages of 12 to 17 my single mother was in a relationship with my ex-stepdad who I actually came to love over the years, He was a carpenter and an excellent role model who had a very steady head and all that. When I was 17, he and my mom started arguing while I was trying to sleep in my room, and then my mom started screaming, which scared me, so I came out to intervene, and I had to physically intervene as well, and then I held a knife up to him because he wouldn't leave my mom alone, and they broke up, and I moved across the country with my mom. When I turned 18, she basically ditched me, and for 2 years I was homeless, just barely able to finish high school. Now I live alone in Montana, far away from them both, feeling lonely and betrayed. Is this the world? Is this what I deserve for being raised by a single mother? She had me when she was 17, on a side note.

>>36104434
Today while I was in town I went to the Cafe to eat. I really wanted a burger but ordered soup instead and after thirty minutes my desire for the burger vanished!

Broke down crying in the car to my Mom today. Felt pretty pathetic, but I just let it all out and it honestly feels better.

I've always been a crier though so I don't think she was really all that shocked. I just usually don't cry for personal reasons, pretty much only when watching a sad movie or something similar.

Sometimes just talking to someone can make things better even if they are unable to help.

I just had a fucking ephipany. This fucking generation thinks that everything has to do with them. That's why theres fat people hate, because we are too worried about what someone else's decisions has to do to us. I figured it out now. Man, this is awesome. I am so over self involved people. Where are the people more concerned with ideas and thoughts about things bigger than themselves? (thats a little fat person pun mind you)

>>36105892
Kek and a half

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>>36104206
> tfw u've been working 60 hour weeks since January

Anon its not that bad.