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Anon, you're not crazy, you're just a walk-in soul! Basically, the old inhabitant of your body left, possible due to desperation or a near-death experience, and you -the REAL you- took the wheel. It's a perfectly natural supernatural phenomenon.

>>36100240
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walk-in

>>36100066
My only moments of happiness are the extremely brief moments of lucidity when I sleep and first wake up, but it never lasts outside of that point.

>>36100066
>Get replaced with a different being
>It uses reddit spacing
Oh no!

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Not completely, but I'm certainly depleting.

>>36100066
I hate you. This is what I want. To feel nothing.

But unlike you, I'm a severely emotional faggot who feels every damn sensation so vividly and every daydream so faintly. I fucking hate you.

Reality is too fucking real for me.

I'm jealous of you. We're opposites who want to feel what to be one another is like. Fuck, you can have my stupidly real reality.

I fucking hate you so much.

Anyway, now that's out of the way, here's some advice:

don't panic. No more emotions, pain, or anything. Now your life is like a video game, a movie. F course, without the context of the self that might be meaningless but observing stuff without being attached to it isn't a bad as it seems.

Stop feeling stuff. The next step is to stop believing in realty and you'll become a delusional God who can do anything. Your beliefs are the only real thing. Change them. Stop believing in other human beings or the physical world or coherent reality.

pretty sure detachment is one step away from psychosis.

If both are approached with a good mindset, then life can become awesome. e.g schizophrenics who happily live in their own reality.

You can also kill yourself way more easily, and nothingness ain't a bad thing either

OP, research depersonalization and try to get aquainted with the symptoms and literature surrounding them. Talk to someone you trust and see if you can get help. Try to avoid medicine, no one will force you to take pills but some people will suggest it. Talk to someone first and see how that goes.

>>36100240
That'd be great if the walk-in soul wasn't objectively a piece of shit.

>>36100383
Nice reddit spacing faggot
Origigigigggiigigigugug

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>>36100295
>Criticizing someone for using spacing between paragraphs

You're a real piece of work

>>36100383
>you'll become a delusional God who can do anything
you sound like you could use a little more reality there friend

>>36100066
>>36100383
>>36100506
Wow, it's almost like it's a real thing!
Hello r eddit!

>>36100295
>>36100465
>>36100696
>claims to hate Reddit
>is fucking obsessed with Reddit
>constantly brings it up
>probably goes on Reddit just to experience how much he "hates" it
I'm thinking that we may have a secret Redditor on our hands.

>>36100066
Cool boi.
I watched a macvideo of myself in the 9th grade from way back

I am not who I once was

>>36101117
In what way, out of curiosity?

>>36100066
I spent a good 20 minutes scratching at my face at 4am cause my skin looked fake and i could peel it off like wax

>>36100800
>Hey you pretty obviously browse reddit
>h-haha y-you're the redditor!! h-haha!
Please leave my board.
If you choose to stay, please browse for a while without posting to accumulate to board culture.

>>36101139
Im transgemdered!

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>Straight-A student up until late middle / early high school
>something goes wrong, starts getting bad grades
>doesn't try anymore
>mom wishes for the old anon back

>>36100066
No; you're entering adulthood.

>>36101139
No neck hair.
Also I didn't hide my eyes.

>>36101202
Shut the fuck up, you closet Redditard. This isn't "your" board, and nobody gives a shit about you or your opinions on what you do or don't want to see.

I see and hear things that aren't really there but I don't think I'm losing my mind.

>>36100240
In what way is your voodoo bullshit any different from that tumblr headmate insanity

>>36101300
Isn't it literally the exact same thing, if you stop and think about it?

>>36102243
it doesn't matter

the soul does not exist, there is no purpose to life, existence is pure absurdity

>>36101278
As I said, please leave my board. If you choose to stay, browse for a while and learn the board culture before you post.

>>36100066
You're losing your sense of self because you're not socialising enough talk to people irl and build relationships

>>36102584
That's what the normies would want me to think. Fuck the machine I'm reproducing...

>>36104195
Tasker h

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I think we all need to go out more.
It's too hard though

I think I sometimes talk to myself when I'm thinking because people react to my thoughts sometimes, the only logical explanation is that I'm muttering them aloud.
I've also experienced several instances of hearing people having complete conversations about me (which is really happening at work) at home/ in public and I can't prove whether it's all in my head or not.
I find myself getting more scared of things like the closet door being opened or what's behind the shower curtain and being home alone in general.

>>36105618
That sounds pretty healthy, anon.

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I'm a subscriber to Alan Watt's Zen philosophy, so I might be crazy but it seems to make pretty good sense.