Ever been in a situation where you like this girl and she likes you back... But you don't feel good enough for her and even though she likes you could never see yourself together because you feel as though your existence and presence in her life would only ruin her. And so to save her and your low self esteem you never develop the relationship, if you could even call it that, and just let it slide until she becomes the one that got away.
>>36092167
look at it this way: she decides if you're "good enough" or not
>>36092167
my life is like a political cartoon: it's kinda funny, but I know that's not the point
Nah, I have been in few situation where I liked girl and she liked me, but because I'm shy and uncertain fuck and girls expect men to take initiative if they are interested things have never deleloped.
>>36092196
But it's more than that. I feel as though an imperfect being such as myself who has the privilege of having such a beautiful girl can only be bad for her in the long run. The constant fear of her looking at other men, thinking that she could have done better and unless you're lucky, will your offspring come out as aesthetically pleasing as if she were to get some of the better chads she had the options of getting.
Eve if I get a girl I can never look her in the eye, even if she loves me. My self esteem is too low to feel worthy of holding another soul.
I wrote that in an edgy poem I wrote when I was 17 but I relate to it so much more now.
>>36092167
Yeah a few times. The biggest problem is that I'm so insecure that I find it difficult to believe anyone would like me even when they tell me directly. I'm a deadbeat waste of space who would just burden them with my problems, I don't see why anyone want to be with me.
>>36092502
i know that feel.feels like i just push people away when they like me.
>Ever been in a situation where
>she likes you back
Nope
Reminded me of this song
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RUCJUZnSj3g