I usually either
>revisit my childhood neighborhood in google street view
or
>Load up steam profiles of bronies/furries and laugh at how cringy they are, and how no matter what I do, I'll never sink that low.
i usually just cry
>>36069568
>being able to cry
normalfag
I remember that this is all basically a game, and that the whole deal is sorted out so if I want I can jump out of this character and into another, defiantly in this life, and maybe in another.
I usually just get really high and go in the restroom and flush the toilet several times. I don't actually use the toilet when I do this, I just like the sound.
I berate myself, and I use food as an unhealthy coping mechanism.
Afterwards I berate myself some more for being a weak-willed and skinny-fat faggot. Then I fall asleep to thoughts of suicide
>>36070175
this
I also like falling asleep to videos about suicide prevention. It's a bit therapeutic
drink till i pass out
>>36069526
I swap between things endlessly.
Writing, music, omegle, gaming, smoking weed, drinking, eating, writing, music, omegle, so on so forth.
Truth is, nothing makes me feel "up" anymore.
"Down" is the norm.
its hard to stay completely"down" when youre listening to feel good pump up music, you might still be upset but youll feel a sens of "it gets better"