Anons, do you think you know more about life than the average normie?
>>36038522
No, that's how I Wound up here
of course
once you're too deep down the rabbit hole it's too late
yes
originaloqwerty
>>36038522
It depends. I know everything I know, but I don't know everything you know.
I'd say I definitely know how life works in many aspects, but I live well into the future, I will be much smarter then compared to now.
I also for YEARS have had the tendency to be post-modern in my thinking and be unnecessarily cold and salty with my thoughts.
I know that nobody actually "earns" anything, it's all circumstance and luck. The good things I have felt, every single one of them have been based on the suffering of other people or animals I can or cannot see. This goes for all human beings. We do not live in a success vacuum.
The only reason I can work out and be healthy/fit is because I come from a decently well off family that can afford to feed me. The only reason I'm not dead is because the health care in my country saved me as a baby. Normalfags don't seem to realise they only exist because of pure luck and by nearly no effort of their own. They have deluded themselves into thinking they are "worthy" or "deserve" things. Sadly, a lot of robots are the same, and don't realise nobody deserves anything. They simply have, or do not have.
>>36038613
but if I live well into the future* I meant
When I was younger, I thirsted for access to the hidden fountain of knowledge and secrets. But now I know I cannot get that, and so I must deal with that.
Who knows, but I know for sure I've given death way more consideration than the average normie, that sort of instills a strong ability for self-reflection.
Talked with a buddy of mine, he was depressed for like 9 or 15 months and got out of it this december. He said he has trouble imagining ever having had it now.
I told him I have maybe 15 years of depression under my belt, and that I have absolutely no trouble imagining I ever had it.
of course not I'm a fucking manchild