How do I make the pain go away?
My mind is screaming at me with hatred and loathing and it won't stop.
>>36034049
How about some drugs?
>>36034049
wish i fucking knew anon
i just hurt myself physically until it goes away for a while
>>36034049
Drinking helps. I just started therapy as well.
>>36034087
I want a ladder, not a deeper hole. I would never stop if the drug was remotely addictive.
>>36034135
How's therapy going so far, anon?
Go here >>>/x/ and here >>>/ic/ also try here >>>/adv/
>>36034092
I've harmed myself a lot today in mostly temporary ways and it still hurts.
>>36034170
Don't worry, weed isn't addictive.
>>36034299
>that guy
dudemedicinebro
>>36034198
It's going alright I guess. I've only had 2 sessions so far. The first session was just preliminary shit, and the second session seemed kind of unproductive, but then on the ride home I kinda had 2 "a-ha moments" in a row, where I sort of tied certain fucked-up things that I do in the present to past events. I'm going to ask about it next session, and see if my bullshit self-analysis makes sense to her.
>>36034339
That sounds promising, my form of self analysis tends to make things worse but best of luck to you.
>>36034528
Thanks originally, anon.
>>36034223
I like this original gif a lot.