What payoff would make all the years of depression and anger

>>35988874
Love

oregano

>>35988874

Enough money and resources to retreat from society and live far away from the cities.

Animeposters getting banned from most parts of fourchan.

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>>35988874
fucking magic

or an apology

but I'd settle for society paying for my expenses and leaving me alone too

none of those are happening so I'll stay hating the rest of the society

The establishment of the Fourth Reich.

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>>35988919
Who owes you an apology and what for?

>>35988874
dying in my sleep

ipokmu

>>35988874
that it somehow helps me express myself in a meaningful(profitable) way.

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>>35988934
people who have wronged me

but hey no one owes anyone anything so I don't have to justify anything that I am responsible for myself

>>35988874
one way ticket to transfer conscious mind to a computer system in which i can live out my dreams and fantasies with my waifus

Maybe $1m or something. I couldn't care less about anything other than money anymore.

Feeling really really great and then dying

>>35988886
This. Really nothing else would make all the pain and loneliness feel like they were a better choice than suicide.

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>>35988904
We made this board, fuccboi ;)

>>35988886
This is the correct response. I just want to know someone cares.

To marry a nice girl and have a safe, stable society to raise a family in.

someone who loves me unironically

To be the best at one video game, at least.

To be desirable for once.

>>35988874
to no longer be a part of the human race. I'd rather be a squirrel living in the forest where packing away food for the winter was my biggest worry.

not figuring out what to do with my life. not worrying about social status or attracting the hottest female. not worrying about bills or how many friends I have on a fucking social media website.

the human race is a joke.

>>35989071
don't you do it, elliot.

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>>35988886
what if you had but lost it? what to do then?

eternal beauty and redemption

>>35989404
I mean this is very possible if you just spend all your time on one game and weren't stupid. I was damn near the best at a few games in my life but it required me putting literally hundreds of days of game play into them.

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>>35988874
Winning a lottery desu.
I promise I'll find ways to feel good about life with enough money to last me for a lifetime of experiences.

>>35990360
Yep, I just have zero motivation to do anything in life... This included. It'd be nice if I could just get better without playing for 10 hours a day.

>>35988886
What does love feel like?
(0rigineliom)

>>35988874
Enough money to survive the rest of life having what i need and i want i want.

>>35988874
I haven't been happy since elementary and I'm not sure I know what would make me happy