>acquire v clingy e-gf
>meet up irl after a year of calling for hours every day, everything is great
>move to her country to live with her
>my depression is still eating me alive and I still cry and want to die all the same
>look to her for comfort
>sob into her arms every other day
>2 months in and she's clearly already had enough
>I tell her I'm going to make an active effort to be less of a burden
>Starts spending time with her ex
>ok
>is always aggressive with me
>tells me not to touch her when we went to bed so I stayed up all night instead
>wakes up, realises I've done an all nighter and leaves the house in a rage
How long did it take me to fuck up? I'm clearly meant for the robot life.
>>35987482
You fucked up when you liked someone. Shut off all and any emotions and become a godly figure among men
>>35987511
How might I ascend to such a legendary higher being? I would like to become such a God
>>35987526
Keep the depression going, try to teeter in and out of the suicidal thoughts and even plan a suicide but pussy out last moment so that you get that nice bit of trauma that leaves you scarred.
Or join the military
>>35987482
Stop. Caring.
Being a husk is much more enjoyable than being a fucking faggot.
Also this girl is a fucking cunt that knew nothing about you.
>she hangs out with her ex
You fucking idiot.
Leave now, just go.
Shes already fucked him, no matter how delusional you are, you know deep down that you made a mistake and need to leave her ass before it kills you inside.
>>35987482
Do healthy shit. You have an imbalance of chemicals giving you chronic sadness.
>>35987482
man, I don't even know which one of you faggots is making the threads now kek.
>cry in front of a woman
You know there is a reason men don't cry right?
It dries out womens vaginas faster than the sun.
>>35987482
I think you know the answer to this but let me point it out just in case.
>sob into her arms every other day
Once your realize that most men are miserable husks that shallow their emotions until they fester into a brain tumor, the better off you'll be.
Honestly, why would anyone want to be with someone that literally cries everyday? Nobody should be expected to bare that burden, and people are only capable of being empathetic for only so long before they start to get annoyed
It's really your own fault. Next time take your problems to a psychologist or your mother, it's their job to listen
>>35987482
>move to her country to live with her
Was the country a shithole? Did you know the language?
>my depression is still eating me alive and I still cry and want to die all the same
Has a gf, still depressed, cries into her arms like a pussy. Gee I wonder. As a male you're supposed to be an emotionless hunk of meat, at least you learned it now.
>>35987482
>non-robots thinking they have real problems
ha