>be handsome and fit, "made it"
>have been fucking a qt girl for months, have feeling for her but she doesn't. 1st time in my life I'm actually having sex with a girl I genuinely like and it's awesome. Never told her because wanna keep fucking her
>spend 2 weeks alone at a beach resort in Cuba
>I'm the most muscular/attractive guy there, drink with strangers every night and fuck some girls
>fly back to my country literally the happiest I've been in my life
>leave airport, it's cold and raining (0 celcius instead of 30 in Cuba)
>get back to my small appartment, kinda sad it's over
>check messages, learn my dog is dead
>the girl I see is madly in love with a new guy
>????
>emotionally go from happiest guy in the world to rock bottom in just a few hours
>proceed to drink heavily, quit the gym and spend most of my time inside
Tfw that girl and my dog were my 2 best friends...
Sorry for blogging, just felt like sharing, I've never posted here. Picrelated is me at 240lbs instead of a fit 190
Had a gf once and she cheated on me with one of my closest friends. Never had a gfor friendsagain
>>35972122
It's never too late to get back into the gym, OP! You can fix yourself and be Chad again!
>>35972174
And then he can get off our board for good
>>35972122
OP GET THE FUCK BACK IN THE GYM, STOP HOLDING ONTO ALL OF THE SHIT AND MISTAKES THAT HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE.
Its hard to fall when you have never risen.