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>>35957893
>Used to take a lighter and burn my palms

It was fun, then I grew up

It started when I was going to kill myself, had the knife to my wrist ready to do it but I pussied out and just cut myself instead.
It actually grew into something of an addiction, always thinking about it and when I can next do it.
Don't tend to cut myself as much anymore but it's still a lot of fun when I do.

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I've had urges to self harm for a very long time. I didn't intentionally do it for a long time because I objectively knew it was retarded. one day i was hanging out with this really typical "edgy" emo girl, we got drunk and i told her to cut me (SUPER HOT!!!). I took up the habit of cutting for a little, but it doesn't really relieve stress, nor does it turn me on, so I quit.

I do still have a habit of clawing at my arms when i'm very anxious, but my nails are mostly dull so it doesn't even draw blood or really count as self harm.

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>>35957893
What is that pic from?
Google isn't telling me

I hit myself in the head really hard. It hurts a lot, but physical pain is much better than mental, and after giving my head a good smashing, I usually end up feeling better laying in bed and dazed.

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I used to do it a couple years ago but don't anymore.

>>35959140
I'm not sure where it's from either, I just saved it off of here.

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Yeah, I used to cut diagonally as a sort of symbolic gesture. Though my more intense self harm came in the form of fight clubs and excessive training. This probably wouldn't have been so bad if I had eaten a bit more, but I was all jacked up on stims. I looked like how you'd imagine a feral cat would, if it were a person.

I'm actually considering cutting tonight, in an attempt to help deal with some mental fuckery. More likely I'll just play some vidya and shitpost until the sun comes up.