>depression is gone
>just feel sad now
>>35923566
Just be yourself anon!!!!1!!1!;
>depression is gone
>the feeling of life being pointless is still here
>can do anything I want
>happiness and joy>every other day. it's like hell then heaven then hell again
>bored, spoiled kids
>>35923566
>depression is gone
>just want people to suffer now instead of me.
>>35923566
>depression is gone
>sudden love of life, feeling and taking in every sensation at once, memorizing every beautiful feeling I can
>spend tons of money on shitty figurines, smoke tons and piss about the streets at night alone
>thought process pretty much incoherent
>two weeks later, depression is back for the next few months
>cycle repeats continuously
What does it mean, bros?
>>35924831
>spend tons of money on shitty figurines, smoke tons and piss about the streets at night alone
This sounds fun, what do you do anon?
also I could come along.
>>35924881
Yell out into the night to see who responds. Go exploring the streets for no particular reason. Look in people's windows to see the nice things they have.
There is nothing near any consistency or coordination with this shit. It's a great idea in the moment, but seems pretty backwards now.
>>35923566
fuck are you me?
Now that I can feel, all I feel is sadness or just neutral emotions.
I feel the need to cry at every sad fucking story or movie or whatever
>>35924937
I mean it's a hobby anon, don't beat yourself up over nothing, it sounds pretty cool, it's your thing I guess.
just don't look in the windows and stuff though or the popo might get angery.
>>35924831
That's bipolar disorder.
Enjoy the good times as long as they don't get too destructive.
>>35924831
it means you're bipolar. Happens to me too but it's much rarer for me.
>>35924684
Yes bored, spoiled kids. That's what r9k is for the most part. People who have done literally nothing fulfilling for so long that their drive and self-esteem are gone, and it's not easy to fix. You can't just "think yourself better" cumstain. Take your bootstraps somewhere else.
>>35924684
>>35925781
fuck outta my board
>>35925853
Are you retarded? I've said nothing that makes me or anyone else less of a robot you fucking autist.