What were you doing when you were 14?

>>35916479
I was fucking cool until high school. Had lots of friends and did medeocre in school. Played runescape and halo.

no friends and had a boner 24/7 because i didnt know what masturbation was and when i did read about men geting their prostates checked ho they would "ejaculate across the room" i thought my nuts would explode and everything would be covered in what would look like milk or something. first time i did it i thought the actual jizzing was the "precum" so i cranked like three out and was like "oh geez im scared this is taking forever" and it wasnt how i thought it would be its like sneezing

i serously wish parents or someone would explain masturbation to you in middle school and tell you its normal. it would have probably made me a lot less retarded

>>35916479
I have pretty much gone through life with just a few close friends. Each stage (before high school, during high school, university) is a different set of 2-4 friends because I always lose contact with the previous. Basically been that way the whole time including at 14

>wake up
>go to school
>get home
>play nocturne until i fell asleep
>repeat
didn't have any friends

I didn't have friends or talk to anyone at school at 14, I had anxiety attacks everyday and was pretty suicidal. Went to psychiatrists and got meds but nothing helped. I played runescape after school everyday to keep my mind off things, was the only way I could calm down. Mom was going to mental hospitals like crazy and had tons of episodes. First day of highschool mom went to rehab and I had to move in with my dad across the state, so I truly didn't know anyone.