Do you ever look at your baby pictures and think "Man, who would've ever thought that this cute little baby would one day experience an unforgiving living hell". How innocent I was, ignorant to the merciless storm of life that was coming my way. Not a care in the world. I don't know how much more of this emptiness I can take. It's like I'm not even human anymore. My soul is empty puppeteering a dry corpse. If there truly is a God out there, now would be a good time to intervene in my life. Hold me /r9k/...
>>35911734
Youd be surprised how many people feel that way, and youd be surprised how hard it would be to recognise some in a group.
But now that you know that there are others that feel the same, me included, whats the next step?
>>35912025
I don't know Anon, I just don't know. I'm on a train ride who's destination is not known to me. It's a very surreal experience.
>>35912506
the train just keeps on rollin down the rail
Not OP, but I feel the same way. Doesn't matter if others feel the same way we do. I'm in my mid-30s so the "it gets better" crap doesn't work on me. 12 gauge to the mouth looks more appealing now.
>>35911734
When I was a kid I knew this would happen. I took one look at the adults around me and I knew. I should've killed myself back then but I was too much of a pussy.
>>35912587
>>35912506
Might as well make the ride abit more enjoyable for yourself then.
>>35912711
I'm trying to do so
My life was looking normal up until 9th grade, when I realized I'd never fit in and stopped being as social as I was. I blame that I lived in a neighborhood with none of my friends, basically grew up playing in my yard and sitting at the family computer. I was doomed from the start.
I am 21. Maybe because I am still young, I still try to have a tiny spark of optimism. Slowly it's just dying out. Too much of a pussy to kill myself, I don't want to waste this life.
>>35911734
I always had a sort of hesitant view of my life from an early age. Even at 13 I had the idea that I wasn't going to make it. I was too different, even in elementary school the signs were there.
Nowadays I'm hinging my life on my inheritance. If I get nothing I'll just be a vagabond.
>>35912898
Fought dhjk