I am R9K

>>35893186
the hard part is that the more you want to make friends the harder it is.

you cannot go out thinking im gonna try to make friends today, cause people will think youre weird or trying to get something from them.

having no friends makes it difficult to be in social situations. also you wont really know what to talk about even if someone does become interested.

this makes getting a GF difficult.

no friends or gf causes depression and depression makes it hard to get motivated or take the risks most people do in their life.

its all a big cycle, but nobody tells you that when your younger and just dont really think about it or care.

dont blame god though. life is just suffering until you die basically. chad has it so good cause he makes it good for himself.

just try to work up your courage next time you get into one of those situations. being rejected and trying again is better than a life of depressed loneleyness.

good luck in the future anon. maybe try reading some philosophy books. thats how i pass most of my time. it really helps to put a meaningless existence into perspective.

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>>35893186
Nigger you a re a nigger llol

>>35893186
dude, leave this fucking board forever. you are influenced by these people far too much, it's not ok the way youre living.

you're lucky. at least girls give you signs they like you. people act like i don't even fucking exist

>>35893448
This. But it's much more relieving knowing that you truly are a failure and you don't have to be tormented by all the what ifs when you don't have the opportunity to begin with.

>>35893448
>>35893481
You guys.
I'll answer you first because it's gonna be fast.

I assure you that any girl any day will tell you that I'm ugly as shit.
Even I hate my face.

The thing that did the trick with girls( at least to pick their interest) is literally to show confidence and dress/groom well.
This is just my impression, I'm still no more than a khv.
But I noticed that all these girls ( and I remember every moment they are so few) pick some kind of interest in me, and not my looks I'm sure of this much.

Now just imagine.
A girl does show she likes you.
But in reality she doesn't like you, just her image of you.
Call it female oneitis.

And I tell you, no matter what you may think of a girl or how much confident or shy that one girl is.

THEY WILL NEVER COME TO YOU.

That's the worst part, you have to force yourself and show your balls, only for her to tell you "you're not what I expected".

I already experienced that.

It's a vicious circle, where you need girl to gain dating experience but you need dating experience to get a girl.
Once she sees that you're a needy khv, it's game over.


Or worse if you're in an environment where people around dislike you or avoid you, no girl will ever settle with a paria.


I'm not telling you that no sign is better but in the end you just end up more depressed.

>>35893373
Jesus christ

OP here.
It's literally me.

I'm even more disappointed that I did have a chance but I blew it, because I said or made something that made me look awkward.


I know people make fun of me in my back...

Please girls how do I stop being confuse or awkward with people around me.

I was ready to empathize with your post until you started to talk about how you get attention from women

fuck off handsomechad

>>35893968
I fucking swear that I'm not handsome.

If I could show you a picture I would.
I had girls treat me no different than other robots here.

>>35894010
>If I could
Kek but you can.
Its convenient that you won't.

You are worried and afraid.
No one has a gun to your head saying "do not post your face"
Though in your and many of our cases we would post anyway to kill two birds one bullet.

Chirp, m8.

>>35894067
This is 4chan.

Also what if somebody I know or somebody who knows somebody I know recogizes me?

Take my word for it.
I'm really ugly, not kidding you.

>>35894116
Hmmm.
>Take my word for it.
No

>>35894116
>Also what if somebody I know or somebody who knows somebody I know recogizes me?
If youre popular enough for that you don't belong here to begin wif my giy

>>35894195
How do I qualify for r9k?

Because I'm pretty sure as robot as you can get.

-Depressed
-KHV
-Suicidal
-No friends
-Boring
-Socially awkward
-Physically unattractive

The only thing missing is neet, so I do know people outside.

Why won't you help me if you really want me out of here?

>>35893186
It seems like you've simply lost your zest for life.

I hate to recommend drugs or alcohol but they've always worked for me. It's amazing what a low dose of a stimulant can do for a person's cognition, confidence, and ability to socialize.

If you truly feel all is lost, maybe you just need something like that to 'wake you up inside's I'm the same way as you, missed opportunities for days, but on stims I just feel so Alive. I feel like a bad friend for recommending drugs but some of us just need a little tweak in our brain chemistry and that instant dopamine/serotonin really hits the spot

>>35894384
Kek post yer mug, max