Suicide & Music

The smiths- asleep
Kid cudi- the prayer
The smiths- pls pls pls let me get what I want
Bright eyes- old soul song and lua

>>35892485
Fuck man, Asleep is so spicy

Endlesshade, Ordinul Negru, black metal shit. Depressed and angry.

All of R plus Seven

>>35892293
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBh2IYjJNX8

>>35892553
That's not really sad but it's p good

Acylum - Fear
Acylum - Trip Of Hate
Rupalheads feat Acylum - E-Prisoners
Acylum - Drive By
Wynardtage - Feel My Silent
Wynardtage - Desperation
Tactical Sekt - Dead Bodies
Tactical Sekt - Stone Hard Agony

Hope you don't mind listening to industrial

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCV-YMD6oXA

Khanate

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aorp-zBwYfk

original black metal

To expand a little I'm looking to end on the song Sextape by Deftones, so something along those lines

>>35892703
If you're swallowing pills, you won't end on the song
You might be able to swallow the pills during that song, but there's really no telling when they will kick in or even if you'll be cognizant enough to turn that song on

>>35892778
I get that, I'm familiar with near OD on the pills so I'm hoping to have a rough idea of when to put it on but if not it doesnt really fucking matter

>>35892293
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBxQR1lcbSo

>Oh, please, please, please release me
>Please, please, please release me
>Please, please, please release me....

>>35892293
First, do a bunch of drugs with a rope on your neck for assurance, but radiohead karma police,
Talking heads- once in a life time and if your more angsty,
Violent femmes kiss off.

Have a goodbye thread. Might seem pointless but Im sure some anons would like to wish you luck.

>>35893082
Shit that's actually a good idea.
> My last fucking mark on this world will be a descent into fucking rambling on Shitchan for random peoples entertainment

I feel like this song would be very trippy to go out on. Your body's feeling the drugs and this starts, preferably with as much bass as possible https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pZHJRqv7Ej4

>>35893125
I might play this when I start, good drop my dude

>>35892293
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hk7sOSAETBg

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>be a me browsing r9k
>pic related file name date
>previous day robot posted about suicide
>saying he was going to hang himself in his shed after parents went to bed
>wake up to pic related
>body carried out
>busybody neighbor came over
>"he posted a suicide note on that fourchan site, you know it?"
>mmmmnnnnoooo?
>"buncha fucking sick commie bullshit, stay offa there if you don't want the fbi after you."
>haha ok i won't
>keep reading r9k
>never bumped OP to post followup
>let loser fade into obscurity

>>35893293
Guess it's something about this time of year that makes you want to eat a shit ton of Oxy and disappear

don't kill urself anon you have so much to live for!!!!!!

>>35893293
wait, you send out so many cars for a suicide? Here you only get the paramedics to say it's dead and then maybe one cop car to see if it's investigation worthy. But it's easier just to classify it as a suicide even if it seems fucky.

>>35892293
Just make sure you take pills that don't have that gag reflex thing in them in case you overdose, dying to liver failure is not an easy or painless thing to go trough.

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>>35892293
Don't do it OP

Here's a song though

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YTgwY1Ld5s

>>35893402
Small town, bored cops, grieving families receive food from concerned friends and neighbors which serves as pig smorgasbord.

> 4shit isn't going to talk me out of years of suffering and self loathing
>>35893402
They don't I checked that out when I first got the script

>>35893402
Many cars for a suicide where the note was posted on the hacker known as 4CHAN!!!! Keep up CJ

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Will taking 2000mg of benadryl with 750mg of Adderall IR guarantee that I'll die? How long will it take to kill me?

I don't want to end up a potato on life support

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Metallica - Fade to Black
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdWw9SksiwQ

Pantera - Suicide Note, Pt. I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHi9kWDJIWY

Pantera - Suicide Note, Pt. II
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVpdn7cqHSM

Stone Sour - Bother
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WY0KtLbqa8o

A. F. I. - The Leaving Song Pt. II
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIWHIvaK7DA

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rn_YodiJO6k

Music can be helpful to get through difficult emotions, but if you listen to too much depressing music you can start to believe all the pessimistic lyrics. According to Cognitive-Behavioral Psychology our thoughts influence our actions and our actions influence our thoughts, and if we dwell on negative thoughts then we're creating a Cognitive-Behavioral downward spiral.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, that is you're depressed. Depression warps and distorts everything you think and consider. Everything appears 5000 times worse, 5000 times bleaker and 5000 times more hopeless. But things aren't really that bad, and you won't think they are forever. When you're depressed it might only last a few hours, but give it a few years and you're mode of reasoning will be entirely different. In 5 years you'll live in a whole new place, you'll have all new problems and you'll have all new interests. How can you say now that you won't like that? That's like watching the first quarter of a movie or a football game and deciding if it was a good one or not. Things change and so do you're emotions. Just give it time.

Marcys Playground - Sex and candy

>>35893665
I've considered most of those songs so good picks, but fuck off with your donedu ite shit. I'm looking for a temporary solution
>>35893625
To answer your question you'll probably just be a potato, adderall isn't that great for OD and fucking Benadryl? Come on. Go to your doctor and bitch about joint pain and get some muscle relaxers.

Fuck I'm retarded
> P E R M A N E N T
I want permanent. Death. Kill me. Crisp me, whatever.

Needle in The Hay - Elliott Smith

Actually all of Elliott Smith's work is depressing as fuck.

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Please don't do it......1.

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>>35893860
Your pepe has me entirely convinced

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOZhtynjrTc

>I think I've reached that point
>Where giving up and going on
>Are both the same dead end to me
>Are both the same old song
>I think I've reached that point
>Where every wish has come true
>And tired disguised oblivion
>Is everything I do

>Please stop loving me
>Please stop loving me
>I am none of these things

>>35893985
How haven't I heard this before, thanks anon

>>35892293
https://soundcloud.com/adhd-productions/numb-hardstylee

>>35894206
Keep this weaponized autism away from me you nigger