Ask a robot drug addict very likely to commit suicide within

>>35888627
What drug are you addicted to?

Habby birthday rocuck

>>35888627
Have you always had the mind of a little girl?

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>>35888679
I realized I'm not addicted to a single drug, I'm addicted to feelings.

I'm addicted to being "anesthetized" and I'm addicted to losing all sense of reality or self awareness.

For the anesthesized feeling I usually take (all at once):
>clonazepam
>tramadol
>alcohol
>weed

For the "fuck my shit up" feeling I usually take (all at once):
>acid
>MDMA
>2CB

Then I take the anesthesia thing in the comedown.

Today I'll try DXM for the first time, this weekend I'm having a dramamine trip.

Used to be addicted to ritalin, a stimulant, used it for work. When I tried coke I didn't like it because I was used to ritalin and it was weak, luckily I didn't like it. I go to NA meetings and coke was the downfall of 80% of the people that attend the meetings.

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>>35888825
dont do droggo Ope

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>>35888759
No, little girls are happy and pampered and have someone that take care of them.

I'm a robot and I'll die a robot.

Heck, I started visiting NA meetings where everyone else is or was an addict, and even there I feel like a stranger because everyone else is an ex-addict normie with normal lifes and friends.

It's like I judge everyone into robot or normie terms. Ironically some might say I'm not a robot myself because I have a job.

>>35888825
Don't take the sedatives today

Take 500+ mics of acid instead and reflect on how you're going to improve


Do it faget

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>>35888914
Gotta work tomorrow and I'll have to wait 2 weeks for acid because my tolerance is high as fuck right now.

2 weeks ago I took acid and MDMA and mixed it with the common shit and it was a great experience. Last weekend I took the same thing and I didn't feel anything at all and I panicked because I wasn't feeling anything and got pissed off.

I realized dropping acid and MDMA every weekend might not be an intelligent idea, mainly because of the tolerance thing.