Post your feels and aesthetic pics. Pic related is something I took today, at a bridge near my house.
>tfw asked oneitis out
>she said yes but ghosted the shit out of me when I tried to work out details
>when I messaged her again after about a week she says "Are you texting me to see if I'm dead"
Apparently a friend of hers said some shit to her on acid, and things haven't been right for a while. She doesn't harbor any particular ill will towards me it seems, but I feel as though she doesn't want to talk (and I wouldn't have much to talk about if she does).
I keep thinking I've gotten over her but every time I do I pull myself back in. Endless fuckin' cycle.
She lives in the Wired. She paints the runes that arc the gates between the worlds. She weaves the fabric that separates us from the void. She's made of energy from another dimension. She walks in worlds most never dream of, paints with the blood of creatures impossible to comprehend.
>>35871522
I hate my life and my family. My mom neglected me. My dad and brother abused me physically and emotionally. It's gotten so bad that I literally pretend I am a Russian (can pull a good Russian accent) irl and online ever since I was a teen. I can speak some Russian now just to keep up with the charade. I can't eat or sleep, always fighting with them. I have no skills.
When I pretend I'm a Russian I always say how loving and caring my mom is and how awesome my dad and brother are. I create such a loving family that people respond saying "wow you got such a great family!" I pretend my family supports me and has interest in me.
I've been doing this for 15 years. What happened?
>>35871522
Fuck my ex
>>35871761
i did
-Chad
I just sent her a message bitching about how these couple guys keep sending me ifunny links. I don't know why I did it, it's nothing even moderately interesting.
She's a weight on my mind, but I don't want to get rid of her.
>>35872215
>She's a weight on my mind, but I don't want to get rid of her.
Aye, I know that feel well. If I can give any advice, get rid of her as soon as possible. It'll hurt like hell, but it's better than feeling like a slave to fate.
Bum shiggitly