Have you ever sat down and tried to feel all you can feel?
I think most of you are on this board, or play vidya or watch anima, in order to escape feeling anything, you just want to be numb and perpetually distracted by inane bullshit.
Sit down somewhere, away from your computer. Close your eyes, breathe deeply, ignore the thoughts rattling around in your head and instead pay attention to the physical sensations in your body, and let the feels take over. You don't think about the sensations that you have, you don't label them as good or bad, you just allow them to surface and then experience them.
It'll probably hurt, maybe you'll cry a lot. I have. But by doing this the feelings run their course, you're then free from them and there's a feeling of relief. Because resisting and suppressing the feels is what keeps them there, lurking in your subconcious and fucking everything up for you.
The deeper you dig with this stuff, the more feels you drain from the swamp of your subconcious. I've found old memories pop up, and you get to the root of why you're actually so fucked up, and a step closer to not being so fucked up.
I've done it, made me genuinely happy and accepting of the loser I am.
>>35861066
what to do if you got tinnitus then?
>>35861386
Same. It made me realize that no matter what I do to try to make life better for myself, it will never magically make others respect and accept me. I'll always be a defective retard that should have been aborted.
Most people on this board could succeed if only they could push their brains to make the executive decision to get up off their asses and apply just a little effort.
It's a weird feeling. It's like stopping the pointer of a clock with your finger. It remains motionless but it's only waiting until whatever it is that's stopping it's movement to resume motion.
I feel like I jammed some gears inside my stomach. It's nice to have that moment of peace but the body longs to return to activity. It knows it's not happy.
>>35861513
hum yourself into a meditative state.
can i masturbate while i meditate?
>>35862501
yes if you do it mindfully and focus on the motion of the masturbation