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Nothing makes me want to kill myself more than the fact that I'm poor and that there are rich people out there who live life free of the what eternally burdens me.
I'm about to graduate with degree. I have a finance certification. I've read over 150~ books on finance, investment, business, etc, and I only have a couple hundred dollars to my name. I live with my parents. The last job I had, I lasted only 2 weeks. I was outworking the person that I replaced, the boss called me into her office and fired me, citing that "I don't belong in this industry." I'm at a point where I have to covertly steal money from my parents just to buy food. I eat rice and beans and cheap food. I fucking hate this.
The fact that there's some rich fuck out there who can willy-nilly throw money at the yacht in this picture makes me want to die. The rich get access to the best food, the best comforts, the best technology, the best healthcare, the best women, the best drugs, the best experiences. What makes this worse is that I've watched a documentary about children of the 1% who grew up rich... They have no fucking aspirations to do anything. They don't know what the fuck to even do with themselves or where to go in life.
Is this really my life? This can't be all that there is to life. Each day feels like a cruel joke. Is this really it? Each day at school, I feel like nothing I'm studying matters. Is the rest of my life that I have to look forward to REALLY just 90% wagecucking, never being held in high esteem, always being passed over by the women I truly want, never even getting a break to do drugs because I'll get fucking tested?
Please, God, if you're listening... Please fix my life. I want to cry so fucking badly, but I can't. I've been numbed to the point of even being able to cry anymore.
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There is no god. Stop crying because nobody is going to pity you.
Get a fucking job and work.
I was in your situation and i washed fucking dishes until i landed a career job. I was told i only got the job because of how much i valued it compared to others.
Tldr Nobody is going to help you besides yourself.
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>Holding onto or obsessing over material thing
>Thinking Wealth or the Acquisition of wealth is of primary importance
>Judging your self worth on the basis of your wealth
You have a prime case of wagecuckitis. It's an affliction where slaves idolize their own slavery. My tip is to let go. Your fixation on money is a mental weight you purposely carry. Enjoy the free things in life, they are always available.
2bh, Once I became a NEET and simply accepted what was in front of me, I became much happier.
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>>35847490
So you're telling me I should just accept my place in life based on the fact that I was born into these circumstances, like the Hindu caste system essentially?
I'll never have enough money to truly revel in materialism.
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>>35847363
>don't belong in this industry
Why?
Could you elaborate please or explain what you think his rationale was
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>>35847363
Dont worry bro, you can always kill yourself :)
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>>35847363
>finance schoolin
>mountain of finance books
>poor as fuck
naw, pretty god has been listening and he's using his ironic humor to call you an idiot and nudge you into adjusting your priorities
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>>35847363
>I've been numbed to the point that I can't anymore.
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB!!
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