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Think about suicide constantly 2017-03-28 02:06:41 Post No. 35844363
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I want to kill myself every day.
There's so many things always on my mind and causing me to feel like shit, and I never feel good about myself.
I constantly think about all the regrets that I have, and how "it could have been" if I'd acted differently. I don't even recall them consciously. It's just that suddenly, images of those things will pop to my head, and cause me to enter an extremely depressed state. I constantly have to shake myself out of it. I feel like shit at my job, because I feel so menial and lowly there (even though it's comfortable, although not exactly high-paying). I feel terribly alone, and I wish I had abfwith whom I could be physically intimate with and in whom I could confide in. I feel like a failure.
I just really hate my life.
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You need somebody to talk to,or someone who knows similar feels ?
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>>35844577
I suppose both. I'm just really lonely.
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>>35844363
Don't kill yourself! Live to defy the normies.
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>>35845463
>Live to defy the normies.
I don't especially hate normalfags, nowadays. I just hate myself - I think I've concentrated everything on myself. Not consciously: it's not as though I think "I hate me and am a terrible person". Rather, I think I've internalized it. I feel unworthy and like I'm a complete failure. I see people around me faring relatively better, and I feel that I'm so low. I think of my old regrets, and I think it's all my fault. Maybe he wouldn't have left me if I'd acted this way instead; or, I could have found a job more quickly I'd been more assertive back in uni. And it haunts me. These aren't vague memories: these are recollections that send me into a depressive state that make me feel like crying.
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>>35845607
Any of you want to make a conversation outside of here ? Would be nice to talk to someone who knows what gloom is really like.
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>>35845827
Sure, why not? I'd like someone to talk to, in any case.
My throw-away email is: [email protected]
Shoot me a message, and we can talk some. I check it regularly.
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>>35845858
Alrighty I did send something.
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>>35844363
don't worry anon. i used to be just like you, but then i tried to kill my self several times and now i just don't care anymore
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