Who /schizophrenic/ here? No normies allowed

Do tulpas count

>>35835682
I infact schizophrenic

>>35835682
How could a schizophrenic be a normie?

>tfw schizophrenic
>tfw antipsychotics make you gain weight

I'm a psychotic shut-in and I am in a relationship. It's easier to just go gay and date a guy because it's easier to get a guy then a girl.

I think so but I'm not sure

>>35835765
Well, you're on your way there actually.
I think I triggered mine with my tulpa.

>>35835918
I'm talking overall about normies on this board

>>35835959
What symptoms do you have, anon?

>>35835946
Any symptoms?
How long do you have said symptoms?

I wouldnt be surprised if a really large portion of this board is schizophrenic since a large portion of this board is toxic refuse from /pol/

>>35835765
No you fucking retard fuck off to tumblr with that shit.

>>35836012
Dude the Jews isnt fake. Its real cunt
Fuck off no one wants you

>>35835987
Both positive and negative + headaches, crazy dreams, feeling like it's all a dream.
What about youeven though it's probably almost the same thing?

>>35836012
>pol is crazy

>>35835682
im a schizophrenic girl. i dont take meds because they make me physically ill.

ive been this way since i was in elementary school

>>35836088
the first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem.
You're being triggered by something irrational, anon.
Realize this and take steps to fix it.

itt: self-diagnosed confused children

>>35836132
Ask me how I know that you're a woman.

>>35836126
You need to find the fitting meds. Indeed, some of them have shit ton of side effects. Now show pics, because you specifically mentioned being a girl

>>35836183
I'm not a woman, take your fucking medicine.

>I read the symptoms on a tumblr blog so I'm pretty sure I have this

>>35836159
Suggoooiiii~, you're so intelligent, superior and cool and grown up , anon-kun <3 can I suck your 10 inch cock?

>>35836200
That you're a cuck. Because you sure sound like one bitter woman.

>>35836126
You're not the only schizophrenic girl itt
please do not attention-whore.
also you're probably not really schizophrenic.

>>35836115
I get positive and negative symptoms, hallucinations a lot, one or two persistent delusions..

>>35836159
I like how it's a 99% mentally ill board and you think none of us have a psychiatrist.

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>>35836012
I mean, just because I'm crazy and paranoid doesn't mean I'm wrong and not being surveilled.

>>35836274
>tells someone else not to attention whore>
proceeds to attention whore

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>>35836331
no puppet no puppet you're the schizophrenic

these threads are amusing but can never be productive

>>35836239
Wow, anon-kun, you're a sugoiii friend too, aren't you?
All this stupid tumblr internet kids xd am I right

>>35836274
Positives are the hallucinations
What type of hallucinations?

>>35836261
>thinks anyone with good advice is bitter and a woman
sounds to me like you just hate goodness. Thats really sad.

>>35836126
Can you please be my schizophrenic gf?

>>35836393
You sounded passive agressive. That's something women do.
And do some research on jews.

>>35836261
you don't have to be intelligent to be able to count two plus two. you're talking about an illness that can't properly be researched even in this day and age and think you have it because you thought someone injected poison into the milk carton at the shop or because of hallucinations but these are humanly build in functions because we have a kind of self protective instinct. go to the doctor they will laugh you out.

>>35836012
Yea look at geographic demographics of first world countries or of indigenous peoples and get back to me about how fake it is.

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>>35836331
>being this mad


>>35836364
Angels, cats, fruit, a snake with fur on it, one time I hallucinated my bed turned into Maltese dogs. My main delusion is that I'm the.lord's messenger.

>>35836274
If anything you sound like the one pretending, because you just listed some generic symptoms while discrediting someone else for no reason

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>>35836132
>>35836393
>HAHA JUST WANTA BETTER LIFE BRO
>IF YOU CAN DREAM IT YOU CAN DO IT
Fuck off, Walt Disney. Not that Anon, but there is no first step to recovery for a lot of us.
Every step is just another step towards the grave.

>>35836457
You are unable to because you have convinced yourself you are unable to. Convince yourself that you are able to.

>>35836441
OR we think we have it because a doctor diagnosed it. Except that dumb bitch who won't take meds and isn't schizophrenic.

I have schizophrenia and I have to take 3mg of resperidone, it doesn't help

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>>35836488
>YOLO JUST LIVE IT
>PROBLEMS THAT EXIST IN YOUR HEAD AREN'T REAL

>>35836455
I "discredited" you because you singled yourself out immediately and don't take meds, which a schizophrenic needs because we risk brain damage if we go untreated.

>>35836441
>can't properly be researched
The cause*

>think you have it because you thought someone injected poison into the milk carton at the shop or because of hallucinations
>you are officially diagnosed and some normie faggot tries to seem adult and superior by projecting on a taiwanese cartoon autist-board
SUGOOIIIIII~

>>35836516
Anon, I realize the problems in your head are real, I'm just saying you probably have what it takes to conquer your problems. Dont let anyone get you down. Believe in yourself.
Pls. ;__;

>>35836533
>don't take meds, which a schizophrenic needs because we risk brain damage if we go untreated.
>don't take meds, which a schizophrenic needs because we risk brain damage if we go untreated.
HAHAHHAHA
Being this young or well treated for; must be nice.

>>35836533
They said meds make them physically ill which is understandable because of all the side effects they can cause. You don't need to get uppity about someone elses situation.

>>35836452
Well, seems like you know that you're crazy. I got told that it's a good thing for progress.
So I guess visual? And they seem quite "crazy" too. What type of schizo are you?

>>35836569
a-anon you do realize schizophrenia is caused by nueron death right?
The meds prevent your brain from anheroing.

>>35836533
antipsychotics damage your brain though

>>35836601
Organic Brain Death and whatever other scare quote shit they push doesn't concern me
I welcome oblivion, I've always been a fucking vegetable

>>35836540
what is an official diagnosis? something a jewish puppet wrote on a piece of paper? i could also get diagnosed with anything i'd like, all you need is a good imagination. is that some kind of achievement to gain reputation on this board? clearly you are mentally ill, but not schizophrenic. attention whoring shit.

>>35836601
>>35836635
this anon again I shake all day every day; the humans who have seen me rarely in the last decade with any knowledge all try to misdiagnose me with MS if they don't know I'm a nutjob
it doesn't seem to matter much anymore

>>35836647
>y-you're not schizophrenic
>heh guess I was right after all!
>attention whore!
Sugoii

>>35836635
>>35836674
I just want to hold you guys and tell you everything will be okay ;___;

>>35836569
>t. self-diagnosed

>>35836585
stop sock puppeting yourself.

>>35836601
T H I S

>>35836594
Paranoid schizophrenic. My paranoia makes me really short-tempered with people who say they care about me.
I have visual hallucinations which stand out the most, and then auditory hallucinations that sound like people talking in another room all the time. I had a bad auditory one a couple years ago where I was talking to it and everything.

>>35836729
you're in the same cast with those who cut their wrists wrong. too bad it doesn't work on me. now go get your attention from elsewhere.

>>35836613
They prevent neuron death, don't kill your brain because you're too paranoid to take the jew pills.

>>35836751
You should stop pretending to be schizophrenic.

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>>35836732
>doing this
>>35836751
>still being functional enough to have people say they care about you
>blogposting
>everyone but me is an attention whore

>>35836751
please be my gf, I want to prove to you that it is possible for someone to care (I also want this proven to myself desu)

>>35836821
I can see your ip, I know you're samefagging.

>>35836823
uwu

>>35835682
Clinically diagnosed. I don't take my medication because I can't ejaculate when I do.

>>35836887
I fucking hate you, you.lying sack of shit.

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>>35836873
>continues to make anime faces
it's almost fucking amusing but only because the self loathing makes me find jokes at my expense amusing to the extent that anything can be

>>35836887
oh but anon, don't you want to be a non-ejaculating sissy boy that has infinite girly orgasms desu?

>>35836916
Oh, sorry. I'm not that guy. You (you)d me by accident I think.

>>35836751
I am paranoid too, but I see shadow monster things following me and staring at me. And it's mostly more of a pseudo ones though, (don't remember how it's called in english) when you look at something and see a different thing in it. My auditory ones are people crying, sometimes my name. I'm just generally spooked.

>>35836804
Sugooooooiiiii~

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>>35836887
>I don't take my medication because I can't ejaculate when I do.
>implying that this is a bug not a feature
there are many good reasons, this is not one of them.
>>35836944
fair play, I misinterpret many things. digits kek'd.

>>35836945
I have shadow monsters. Once I heard a man say "I have cancer" and in my head after that I saw what he looked like and he was saying it to his two little girls. Not a shadow though.

>>35836910
Are you the kind of normie that gets triggered when someone beats you at the pissing contest of being fucked up?

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>>35836977
did you like the book "Thinner?"
I always liked that story and I've had roughly this episode a lot
pic unrelated

>>35837011
I hate idiots who think they have schizophrenia but can function without meds. Kys please.

>>35837054
>function
What constitutes as "function" to you?
I have my mom deliver the dinner to my door so I don't have to see her.

>>35837101
Ejaculating is more important to you than seeking help, you're obviously not that bad.

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>>35837132
>your schizophrenia isn't like in muh horror movies REE

Why the fuck is it so hard to get a schozophrenic gf? I just want to be unconditionally loved damnit

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>the posts in this thread
you guys forget to take your meds or something?
>just smile and it will get better

>>35835682
I am
Currently at a mental hospital
It's nice
>>35835918
Clozapine made me gain 20kg
From 55 to 75
Gave me stretch marks

>>35837224
>Currently at a mental hospital
Willingly?

>>35837224
>internet at a mental hospital
wtf how do I get into a mental hospital then? Sounds nice.

>>35837224
You get to have your phone with you? Are you from Murica?

>>35837246
Not that Anon, it's always semi-willingly, you continue to choose to breathe. Once you decide that doesn't matter there is no involuntary.

>>35837224
I was on invega and zeldox and gained like 60lbs

>>35837266
No Internet at the mental hospital. Just some idiot lying about being schizophrenic

>>35837246
>Willingly
Yes
My care taker wanted me to go since I couldn't leave the flat for some weeks again
>>35837272
Yes I get to keep my phone
I am German
I have been to 4 hospitals and not a single one banned phones, probably because they are all for relatively stable people

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>>35837283
I hate that I can't even make a schizo thread post without cringing about it.
>he believes in choice
fucudfngsdjfgkb

>>35837283
Well they literally injected me with anesthetics and carried me to the hospital in an ambulance so no, it's not always willingly.

>>35837324
they did that to you then gave your phone to you at the hospital like "hey kid here's your phone go shitpost on that board for losers" its a mission from god?

>>35837324
>not sleeping with a weapon and one eye open
>surrendering your agency completely
hhahahhaahhaha
the living drive is a strong one, I already tried to walk back my earlier post >>35837316

>>35837314
In Canada you get your phone confiscated as well as all your other belongings and your clothes.

Is anyone else scared about the new healthcare bill they are trying to put out? The one they tried excludes mental health and will raise the rates for it. I cant function without my antipsychotics. I won't be able to work anymore, and my job cant afford insurance. Republicans have wanted to kill all the mentally ill for awhile, just think of Reagan how he shut down all the mental hospitals. Even if that one got shut down I bet you the next one will exclude mental health as well.

>>35837355
I'm out of the hospital. Probably because my parents couldn't afford to keep me there any longer.

>>35837374
I'm sure you have nice nuthouses in Canada too if you're paying for it privately and not through CuckidaCare, I understand that might not be an option in your financial and mental case.

I wouldn't go into one either way with any alternative, nice or commiewealth status

>>35837388
oh okay thought you were the one supposedly phone posting from a ward right now. glad you are out and hope you are doing better.

>>35837310
not him but when I was at the psych ward a few months ago they had computer stations but porn sites were blocked

Are there any good mental hospitals that are free or take mediCal? I'm in a pit lately none of my family will help me out of. Also I secretly want to find friends and maybe a boyfriend.

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Who here /OCD/?

Original Comment Original Comment

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>>35837456
>porn sites were blocked
give me liberty or give me death
>>35837506
>good mental hospitals
>free or take mediCal
not that I know of and I certainly tried, it's all hell if those are your options

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>>35837526
probably a lot of the schizophrenics, I am; most schizos I've come across IRL have been, I don't know the rate.

>>35837591
I personally might have both schizophrenia and OCD, but my psychotic symptoms are kindof confusing, so im waiting to see if im schizophrenic or not. for now I just have OCD

Who would of guessed a thread full of schizophrenics would be JERKS. Seriously all this "lel I'm more schizo than you, you aren't schizo" bullshit is really obnoxious.

>>35837741
>I'm superior to all of you
Found the schizo

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>>35837788
eked'd
>its funny because the joke here is anyone who posts in this thread is a complete and utter failure through any sort of rational criteria
HAHHAHAHHA

>>35837199
Why do you want a schizo gf? To manipulate her or take control of her life? Do you think we're easier to abuse? I don't trust you, you just want to confuse us into sucking your dick

>>35837412
We don't have private nuthouses. Mine was through the hospital.

>>35837456
what the fuck... what else was this place like because it sounds like nothing where I went

>>35837852
I just feel like it would be really awesome to help someone out by showing them care and affection.

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>>35837892
I'm sure you have private nuthouses they just don't call them that.
They call them Treatment Centers or Wellness Retreats or Executive Getaways; if you search enough euphemisms + your conditions you can find them

>>35837901
You're lying, you just want a girl whose reality you can mold. That's gaslighting I think, even if you do it to a crazy person.

>>35837788
Well they are acting like assholes and giving us a bad name. The media already demonizes us so they can get away with killing us.

>>35837946
I'm not lying though. I'm mentally fucked up myself and want bond that has tangible results such as mental health improvement.

>>35837931
I always hated the bell jar because the protagonist thought she had problems but went to a mental hospital she described as a "country club" and her other rich depressed friends were there and she gained ten pounds (boo hoo) but I didn't think those were real.

>>35837901
Be honest, its entirely for selfish wants. Every guy who wants a crazy girl is for fetish and other fucked up emotional reasons.

>>35837994
they are but they're not worth much
if you wanna get sedated and forced to pretend you enjoy captivity because you can't even function in isolation anymore... they're an option if you have money to burn or some deluded relative/friend whatever does

>>35838024
>every guy
No.
>every guy on /r9k/
Correct.

>>35838026
No, my family thinks I'm possessed by demons. Also we're poor.

>>35838024
If wanting someone to care about me and care about is selfish, then yeah I guess its selfish.
I don't think its selfish though.
I hate manipulation, that's not what I'm intending here. I just think that my best chance for finding an honest fulfilling relationship is another crazy person.
I just want to be understood and apreciated for who i truly am, and I think neurotypicals cant do that.

>>35837967
Don't blame schizophrenics justified but misplaced anger for the actions of neurotypicals who do the want us to exist because we represent the ugly side of the human mind.

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>>35838026
same anon, to elaborate on my previous point: unless you have an obscene amount of money to burn you can't stay there forever and you'll be in worse shape when you get out
anyone who can afford it for life, I recommend it to
>>35838080
sorry to hear that, I'm guessing I'm in a slightly better circumstance but not significantly
I dream about withering away in a comfy nuthouse some days

>>35838058
What are you talking about? Normies are the worst about this. They want these things
>They think they are more likely to do freaky sex things
>They want someone dependent on them so they won't leave them
>They want someone they have leverage over so they can control them
>They want to virture signal.

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>>35838120
>>35838147
you got your point across
I'd add that ugly is a matter of perspective

>>35837383
Why don't they just offer euthanasia instead?

>tfw will never get a schizo gf because they are paranoid that im trying to manipulate them

>>35838120
I'm not, I'm blaming these assholes in the thread. Even fellow robots hate us because they think we are jerks.

>>35838185
I meant it's an "ugly" mental illness compared to depression which is more common and more palatable to the public. We aren't inherently mentally ugly people.

>>35838189
It's cheaper for them to take our pills and watch us stab eachother over spots under the bridge.

>>35838198
i have a bf... he looks after me in place of a paid caretaker.

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>>35838229
It's the reason that I stopped going out in public. Everyone knew or I thought they did and they were never going to let me rest.
The amount of animal vitriol and contempt for the mentally ill is only going to continue to ramp as the average quality of life goes down.
Just world.

>>35838198
>Schizo girls are crazy
What did you expect anon?

>>35838283
reeeeeeeeeee why are all the qt grills already taken?
This happens every single time.

>>35838313
I wish I could save you and other schizophrenics from losing your meds and care.

>>35838342
you gotta be pretty quick... i recommend online dating. That's what I did.

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I think I'm on the cusp of developing schizophrenia, I'm hearing whispering and feeling paranoid and anxious all the time. I just had more or less the only person I could fall back on as a support decide they hate me, block me everywhere and apparently get married while I'm left here to sink into the mire, so to speak. Extreme depression is taking its toll and I'm honestly amazed I haven't killed myself at this point.

>>35838342
There was a innathawoods schizo girl asking for a crazy boyfriend on a tumblr thread last night.

>>35838430
Holy fuck thats awesome. I want to live in the woods with a schizo girl.
Link pls? I am begging you anon.

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>>35838349
I wish I had taken my father's repeated warnings to not self-medicate since I come from a long line of addicts seriously, but he didn't live and I didn't listen.
It's fine, I probably enjoy this more than when I was "functioning" on meds.
It's a slippery slope, at first they want you to take xanax and seroquel and abilify and if you keep believing they really want to help you and not lock you up you end up crashing in an office where they're trying to force you to take haldol.
no thanks, comfy at home.

>>35838453
What a way to go. Being fed alive to you crazy gfs pet grizzly.

>>35838453
I want to live innawoods with my bf.

>>35838505
and you wonder why schizo girls are so desireable.

This is exactly why. They know how to be comfy.

>>35838458
Be careful anon... try not to damage your brain.

>>35838453
I don't know man. Maybe try to look it up on archive. I think there was a discord involved.

>>35838523
99.9% of people know not to stick their dick in crazy. Schizophrenic girls are a singular fetish.

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>>35838544
How do I stop?
Is surrendering the little sovereignty I enjoy really my only option?
I don't mean to put you on the spot but you're kind of implying you know an alternative, I would love to know.
I'm not a model citizen but I'm not a pet either.

Schizoid male here with gf

>>35838598
Not the same thing.

>>35838583
All I can think is to find a doctor and do exactly what they say even though you don't trust them. Also DBT is a lifesaver.

Why the fuck do all schizos have bfs/gfs?
Is schizophrenia just super attractive?

>>35838666
I think because it is kind of unique and it lends you a vulnerability that you do that get with neurotypicals.

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>>35838646
I blame doctors for a lot of my current fucked up situation. How can I possibly believe they would start operating in good faith now?

The only thing they're interested in from me is money, and they've tapped a lot of it already.

DBT is a lovely meme but I can't talk to anyone. Haven't left the house for a decade for most intents and purposes but I refuse to say anything to doctors except I'm doing fine and more drugs would be fine.

>>35838598
With gf? What?

>>35838750
You Gotta.

There's nothing I can do for you if you don't do anything for yourself or find someone like your mom or something to advocate for you. I was lucky, I had my mom and then my therapist Lenore.

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>>35838851
Reality is a cunt I refuse to look her in the eyes while she's fucking me.

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>>35839009
G-good luck buddy

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>>35839047
Cheers.
It wouldn't be all that much weirder than anything else if I started getting lucky now.

I was diagnosed schizoaffective but more recently mixed bipolar. I have had numerous episodes with heavy delusions psychosis and slight hallucination

My meds make me pee my pants and shrink my brain (yes, seriously)
I will be switching meds, wish me good luck!

who else /onset/ here

>>35838428
puush to talk

>>35838666
check em brah


we are the devils finest,


I had one girl cut her name in her arm absolutely crazy people

Ey, my diagnosis is
>probably has a schizoaffective disorder, depressive type
can i hang out with you schizo guys?

How do you guys live, do you or have you worked?

Freshly 23 here, NEET since 15 and never worked.

Got locked up in psych ward against my will last year and been trying to get on disability bux since then. Most people online with my diagnosis get the highest disability bux, also my psychiatrist said that i should get the bux if i "wait it out and apply after a year". So if i survive till June, i MIGHT get the bux and then its off to some really, really! cheap motel cause the highest disability bux for someone who never worked is about 370 usd. Cant rent shit for that.

Some retarded shit that is going on
>mother and her bf gave me new phone for birthday cause i never had a new, "my own" phone
>2 days after that she yells at me and says that i have till the end of next month to get a job and move out (been living with her for the past 8 months)
>today wakes me up by yelling "YESTERDAY I TOLD HIM HE HAS A MONTH TO GET A JOB AND MOVE OUT AND LOOK HE IS SLEEPING IN MIDDLE OF THE DAY"
>after couple of months finally got weed
>went through a 12g bag over the last 18 days or so
>dont give a fuck, gonna tell my psychiatrist to admit me to the prison>light aka psych ward next month
>gonna chill and get fucked up by their jew pills, and act strange aka normal for me
>wait it out until they give me bux
>if they dont give me bux i will be homeless

Shit is about to get interesting for me

>>35837310
>Just some idiot lying about being schizophrenic
I am not lying
God diagnosed with F20.0

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>>35838428
drugs afaik
if you don't have support that's as good as it gets

>>35839520
Your mom is a cunt
Ori

>>35839540
I'm already taking like three different drugs

I fucking hate all you scitzo and crazy fucks you're all manic douchebags that deserve your illness because your selfishness and need for instant gratification

Glad you miserable fucks overloaded your dopamine receptors being doichebags. Now go listen to the voices and think your neighbors are CIA agents.

>>35839685
more downers and dissociatives
how hard are you going to land if your shit hits the fan

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>>35839702
>hurr durr my life is bad but at least I don't try to figure out why, LUNATICS
where do you think you are you sad failed normie?

>>35839586
What else is new....
Fun fact: Like 6 months after i was released and moved in with her she confessed about her and her new boytoy being "scared to death" of me.

She said that every time she went to sleep she imagined waking up and seeing me drive a knife through her chest.

Not gonna lie, i had a month or two when i considered butchering those people. Its not like i have anything to lose lel, what are they gonna take, my freedom to starve and freeze to death on the streets?

>>35839740
definitely suicide

even with all the 'don't kill yourself' pills I'm taking, I have literally no worth to my life and someone I thought was my only friend/love interest just decided I was evil even though we've known each other for over ten fucking years

>>35839849
fuck, yeah, I remember you now
life is all so fucked, I don't think it had to be this way but here we are.

>>35838453
>>35838453
>>35838430

She's taken now. People in the yandere thread are talking about it.

>>>/d/7317470

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I repeat: schizo girl is now taken.
>>>/d/7317470

>>35839764
I just hate crazy fucks because I noticed they all have the sjittiest personality and are a total drain on this world. Show me a nice psycho and I'll feel bad for you. This is all your fault.

>>35839960
I'm afraid of everything so no one sees me. I'm not part of any sample; I'm the quintessential harmless dipshit. I'm so much of a doormat that I had to withdraw from society out of self-preservation. I've never been able to ask for help in anyway or say no to anyone.
The crazies you see and hear about are the ones who fuck shit up, so you wouldn't know the difference.

>>35840000
I know a lot of crazies like you and they're dicks to me just because I'm nice and take advantage when I'm the only person trying to be nice to them. I'm glad those fucks stay recluse 24/7 and hear voices at night and have delusions while I'm cuddling a qt watching movies.

>>35840137
I'm not going to tell you that hasn't been what you've experienced.
Your spite is noted, what is it about what they do that bothers you so much more than all of the other terrible shit people do?
Is it because they're such low value scum that they should be so fucking grateful for
>I'm the only person trying to be nice to them
that anything the do wrong is just heretical?
>lol "I'm nice and they take advantage"
I promise you're not nearly as nice as you think you are and they're much less happy when you're doing them a solid and hanging out with them.

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>>35836322
No anon.
It may not be schizophrenia, but it is definitely psychotic to hang out here day in and day out.

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>>35840248
Tell me something that I don't know.
>I'm a lunatic.
>You're a lunatic!
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Wow you guys are all super fucking catty.

I've self diagnosed myself as schizotypal with OCD symptoms, but my Pdoc tells me I have schizotaffective with bipolar. I think she's a shitty p-doc so I'm just happy to be on meds again.

Things are looking up boyos and girlos, getting out of the house more, can deal with people in the daylight now. Hopefully I'll start applying for jobs within the year...

>>35839702
Funny, my neighbor really did used to work for the pentagon.

It's honestly amazing how you guys started last night but have already managed to turn this whole thread into a typical discord shitflinging contest

>>35840400
Blame the normies. Those guys either think that anyone with even mild depression will stab them in their sleep.