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Im not smaemrt enough to explain how I feel without sounding like I am vomiting word salad induced by an edgy autistic stroke.
I understand no one cares.
The world is too loud and large to find true friends.
It is malevolent to think you have settled.
I.
I am not strong enough to admit why I am weak without being asked.
It feels like a violation of my character.
I try to live and feel emotions through others because I struggle to express them.
I stuggle with that too.
I have too much hate in my heart from being alone.
Not alone as in abandoned or unloved.
I did the abandoning.
I avoided love.
I have secrets no one seems to understand and want to fix, not commiserate with.
Secrets I feel shouldn't be secrets.
Secrets that have nothing to do with things as simple as issues involving the body like your sexuality and all things related.
My secret is my lifeforce is flawed with inexplicable trauma without a source.
Though I think and fear it is not irreparable.
Because if I think hard enough I can tap into thoughts only insane and mentally unsound people do.
And those thoughts and only those thoughts are what bring me elation.
I am crazy.
And the only thing keeping me happy is to become crazier.
Is this not a permanent problem that requires a permanent solution?
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I make these threads I realize now as a shout for help.
But not from humans or anything of flesh.
I naively have to assume there is something more than us.
Something that can only hear us if you make efforts to contact it.
They can't see inside our heads.
Maybe they can and it is redundant.
What am I to lose?
No reputation or respect.
If you wont savre me.
You better not stop at killing me.
Youd better end me.
If there is another side to this coin we're all on you'll see I havent even begun
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I understand how people can become villains now.
How they can aspire to be evil simply from knowing they not good
Like following a path without signs for miles to see you went in the wrong direction.
Too titled to go back
To angry at the mistake
Push on
Find out where this path leads in spite of the other.
Why change your nature
If you are what you are and know what you arent.
Stick with what you know until its all over.
I remember being a kid.
How did this happen.
Whats going to happen?
Why
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Why is everything so big and loud.
Why does everyone understand.
Why do thety ignore the fact they dont when they realize it.
Why does everyone have an innate nature that I don't.
Why do I hate so much.
Is it because I feel hated? Am I really hated?
Am I hated because I hate?
Meme science bro.
Those intp guys always think.
They think about thinking even.
Interesting, doing that would form a nasty loop of circular logic too far down or up the rope.
Circular logic is a hamsterwheel you can't escape.
It is also a good visual representation of textbook insanity.
Are all intp destined to go "insane".
To whom is this research credible?
Hello.
I am an INTP by way of the myers briggs type indicator.
If you see closely I am possibly or definitely insane.
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>>35817706
C gay
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>>35818367
Fuck u.
Oh.
Oh.
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