>yfw you turn into had after a few drinks
I MEANT CHAD
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT
You are either or are not a Chad, it's not something that drinking can change.
You're still and awkward bumbling failure even when drunk, only you're senses are dulled so you feel less shame about it.
>>35810144
dis dat. you're inhibitions are lowered and your confidence increases, but chances are you're still an autistic pile of human garbage, you're just not aware of it temporarily.
it's cool dude, i'm the same way. the only time i can communicate with anyone is when i'm drinking, and i can communicate pretty well, so it makes me feel like there's still hope for me. but unfortunately it makes alcoholism waaay too easy to fall into, in which case my drinking self becomes my normal, sober consciousness, and eventually, regardless of how drunk i get, i still can't communicate without severe levels of anxiety and self-awareness.
so try to keep drinking to a minimum.
>have a few drinks
>become incredible extroverted and start spouting edgy opinions in front of my family
>say abortion is good because it kills poor children that would otherwise turn into crime
Got drunk last night, at a family party... my spaghetti started spilling and I started making /pol/ dog whistles and ironic seig heils at one point...
I get flash backs from the night that make me cringe like a motherfucker. When will they find a cure for autism?
>>35809387
>you turn into had
>Was invited to party Friday
>Got drunk
>Drunk girl who I met that day was leaving
>Kissed everyone goodbye
>Kissed me
>Second kiss ever.
>>35811293
This is why I never get drunk with family. I have this weird thing where I don't want any relation to see me drunk.
>>35811169
This is meeeee
Though if I groomed before drinking, I could look like a chad to a girl who isn't really paying too much attention...
>>35809387
i hate it
i wish i could be drunk all the time