7 years of depression
7 years of anxiety
7 years of paranoia
and it just gets worse every day. every day I'm reminded of just how inept i am. everything is crumbling right before my eyes and i really don't know how to fix it. i'm so tired of this shit. I want to pull myself out, but god, its so hard. it feels almost like suicide is my destiny- i just need to lose a few more things to really drive the message in. i can't remember the last time i felt happy or really content. why is it like this? i'm so tired.
Have you tried exiting the place that gives you the most unrest. Some times people really are awful, and ((you)) should avoid them. Find different ones.
>>35802891
oh man it doesnt seem to matter where i am or who im with (if anyone at all). i don't know how to make friends, and it just seems that everyone around me is so plain, and everything is so plain. i don't know what its all about. i don't know the right this to say or do. I know it's in my head- and i really have tried to change my thinking, but i hate myself- and the world is so abrasive. ultimately i don't feel that i belong here and i don't know why. my head is so often blank, just filled with fog.
Where are you from OP? I'm literally you.
We could go out sometime.
>>35803107
Australia mang
>>35802837
>7 years of depression
>7 years of anxiety
>7 years of paranoia
>
>and it just gets worse every day. every day I'm reminded of just how inept i am. everything is crumbling right before my eyes and i really don't know how to fix it. i'm so tired of this shit. I want to pull myself out, but god, its so hard. it feels almost like suicide is my destiny- i just need to lose a few more things to really drive the message in. i can't remember the last time i felt happy or really content. why is it like this? i'm so tired.
I'm right there with you man. It's tough, especially without the right support. I recently just lost one of the major factors in me still being alive. Just keep trucking through it.
You, and I, and people like us. We'll make it out someday.