So when did you know when you were first gay?

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>>35798783
Also what's with being gay and anime.
Is there a correlation?

>>35798783
i'm trying to turn myself gay by fapping exclusively to gay porn but it isn't really working

tfw 2 matches that didn't respond on tinder over a course of 3 weeks and then i got mad and deleted it
vs
messages from more than 10 people in a local gay dating site in less than a day before i freaked out and deleted it

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I always knew I just repressed to hell and back. I finally accepted it recently, I suppose moving far from home finally allowed me to figure it all out. I feel much better though.

>>35798937
bottoms want to feel cute

fuck off faggots i hate you

you pieces of shit, you have your own board! you can freely talk about your sexuality
why are you acting like you are something special, you arent! you are fucking shit fuck you i hate you

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It was gradual for me. Looking back it should have been obvious.

>Liked to cross dress when I was like 5-18 years old
>Tried sticking things like tooth brushes and frozen sausage (yes) up my ass when I was 10
>Looked gay porn
>Liked cocks
>Always imagined how good cocks felt when looking at loli hentai (I'm a gay lolicon)
>ERPed with other guys as a teenager, pretending to be the girl; Liked that they were male
Despite all this I didn't really start to think I was gay until I was 23 or 24. It didn't really fully hit me until a few months ago, and now that I've fucked another guy I've forced myself to accept it.

>>35798783
>>35799112
>>35799191
so girls really do nothing for you?

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>>35799292
Boyish looking ones are nice but I'm not a fan of vaginas not to be stereotypical or anything but they're a lil gross. 2d is different ofc but 2d is always perfect.

>>35799292
I'm >>35799191
I like lolis but that's about it. Women disgust me. I don't like seeing women naked even. It's like seeing an old lady gross to me.
If I ever see straight porn that turns me on, it's because the guy's dick is nice and it must feel really good going in and out of a pussy, not because I find a pussy being fucked hot.

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>>35799335
I actually sort of had straight sex when I was repressing and it's really not all that great. Though I couldn't even stay hard long enough to do anything so I might be biased. That also should of been a dead giveaway in retrospect.

When I started to crush hard on my Chad straight best friend.

14 years old

Wrestling game got REALLY frisky

We just started groping and kissing each other and then he blew me

>>35799460
>We just started groping and kissing each other and then he blew me

Do tell.

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>>35799292
Girls do for me, it's just I also happen to be attractive to really cute traps.

>>35798783
>tfw when i was really turned on by concept of bottoming for a guy until i stuck a cucumber in my ass and it really hurt when i tried to do it fast

How do I become gay?
Women are cute but I can't really stand them in any other way.

>>35799659
Go back in time and acquired fucked up childhood experiences.

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>>35799659
Tell me where you live and maybe we can work something out

When I started to want to give my friend the sucky-sucky, so around 15

>>35799084
this
i wish i was gay

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>>35798783
yeah it was gradual

>randomly found yaoi when i was like 10 years old
>fapped to it
>was disgusted by gay 3D at that time
>be 12
>falling hard for my best friend
>start fapping to 3D traps, shota & furshit on /b/ & 7chan
>be 14
>start fapping to twinks
>be 16
>realize how gay i am
>start liking some masculine features
>be 18
>try to give up on faggotry because i hate being like this and i'm a fucking disgusting loser who will die a virgin so no need to have that label on top of it all making me feel even worse

and that's is where i'm at now

>>35799936
>18 year old weeaboo faggot
LEWD

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I accepted it when I was about 12. Eventually I accepted that I wanted to transition into a non-op MtF.

It's a slippery slope, OP.

>tfw attracted emotionally and physically to women
>tfw huge attraction physically and emotionally to cute traps
>also huge sexual attraction to cocks
>only cock, though, and not attracted to big muscles, abs, hairiness or anything else that's typically masculine
>lately been jacking off a ton to guys getting dick shoved in them while they're asleep

Idk what I am. I fucked a 6/10 girl the other week and it was great, but I frequently fantasize about sucking/jacking/getting fucked by dick.

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>>35800029
>lately been jacking off a ton to guys getting dick shoved in them while they're asleep
Examples please?

>>35800052

Don't have a link handy, but the hottest to me is this guy getting a massage and his eyes are closed and the masseuse guy turns his head to the side and pulls out his huge dick and slowly slides it into the other guys mouth.

Diamonds.

>>35800094
My favorites are guys masturbating (and cumming) or guys fucking other guys in the ass with the bottom's dick visible and growing harder and harder. So fucking hot.
Also this
https://xhamster.com/movies/4760254/trying_new_sex_toys.html

>>35799961
don't be fooled by the cute anime girl pic anon, that doesn't make me cute
i'm just a regular uggo dude, and being young just means i still look like an ugly child
there's a reason i'm a permavirgin you know

>>35800174
I'm not attracted to guys like that. I like cocks and I like making other guys feel good.
Being 18 is extremely lewd because you're still young an impressionable, but you're old enough to be legal.

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>>35800174
I know that feel anon, people auto assume anime image means smol boy. It's hard to divorce people from that so it's hard to attract bf on here.

>>35800201
LIES i'm not young and impressionable, i'm a big boy now, dummy

>>35800213
these are facts

>>35800138

Oof the latter thing you mentioned is really hot yeah. When their dick goes from small and flopping around to just rock hard.

An element of that is present in another thing which is "str8" guys getting seduced into gay sex and being reluctant at first but after they start getting fucked they get totally into it. Hnnngggg.

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>>35800248
You still need to try though anon, I'm sure you can't be that bad. What's your profile like?

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>>35800248
I remember when I used to think I wasn't young and impressionable when I was 18.
Either way you're young enough to be corruptible, which is hot.

>>35800288
>"str8" guys getting seduced into gay sex and being reluctant at first but after they start getting fucked they get totally into it.
That's a pretty common fetish for faggots it seems.

I got banned for two days just for laughing at someone's post in a "raid thread" and yet these threads belong on /LGBT/ but get posted to /r9k/ unmoderated. Literal hypocrisy. Notice I'm not anti gay just pointing out how shitty mods are on this website

I jacked off to porn on newgrounds in the fifth grade. I didnt care what it was i just jacked off to it.

Eventually i realized i got harder to gay porn than straight.

now im just a fag with a lot of fetishes

>>35800310

Lol common for them to imagine turning a str8 guy or being turned?

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when i saw a guy taller than me walk past and briefly imagined how nice it would be to be in his loving embrace

i don't know what the hell happened to me, i'm somehow turning gay

>>35798783
I'm not gay, seek christ.

>>35800363
Turning straight guys gay. It's lewd as fuck.

>>35800381

It is lewd. I always self-insert as the one being turned. Idk I've known since I was really little that the idea of corruption or whatever is hot.

>>35800300
what exactly do you mean by profile?

>>35800310
damn that's some evil mastermind stuff
why would you corrupt people like me?

>>35800338
there's no rule that says you can't be a faggot on /r9k/ tho, right there in the sticky it says this board has no topic

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>>35800423
Because your insecurity and vulnerability is lewd and you're more apt to try different things.

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>>35800423
Height, weight and stuffs. Unless you're a 6'3 man you can still find a good bf to dom you.

I still haven't come to terms with it.

>>35800448
not sure i wanna know what "different things" actually means

>>35800467
oh, right
well i'm actually the opposite, i'm 5'9, 120lbs and not a bottom so... yeah, pretty bad for a top to be a skinny manlet AND look like a kid
the only thing i got going for me is being 7" but even then that's not all that, my best bet is probably getting older and start exercising again or something, i don't know

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>>35798783
I lived in a trailer park when I was 11 and used public showers. One of my first lewd fantasies was having an older man force his way into my stall late at night and have his way

>>35800591
>yeah, pretty bad for a top to be a skinny manlet AND look like a kid

That's my shota fetish kicking in, please fuck my chubby old man butt kiddy senpai.

>>35798783
It clicked in my head when I was 10 in 4th grade

>have best friend who I hangout with everyday
>Start having weird feelings around him
>realize I have a crush on him and think that maybe I'm not straight
>repress the shit out of these feelings since I grew up with a crazy Catholic mom
>decide I can't be around him so treat him like shit so maybe I can train myself to hate him instead of like him
>end up making him cry
>Feel like complete shit but continue this in till middleschool where I don't see him anymore.

I fooled around with a guy in 6th though and finally accepted that I was a faggot in 8th grade after losing virginity to a girl. Lose virginity to a guy shortly after and proceed to be a whore the next few years.

>>35798783
>when you were first gay?
when i started to make improper sentences