At what age did you realize you'd never experience this?

tfw no qt gf on a bed with no pillows

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I experienced it in my teens when I was /fit/ and played sports. I'm now 27, haven't had sex since I was 19, gained over 100lbs, and all of the good looking women are married or have kids. I'm stuck rejecting fat trashy women while remaining celibate. Thinking of just marrying some Mexican or Filipina.

When I was 12 and close friend who I started to like rejected me lmao. It was then that I realized I stand no chance, too much of a bitch to approach and too uggo to be approached.

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>>35794409

when l was 23

when i was 23 i accepted it.

6 years later and it hasn't gotten better. 1 year left till its over anyway

>>35794453
I'm glad your life turned to shit

>>35794409
I got to experience that for the first time a week ago

Me and my girlfriend were visiting my dad and he needed someone to watch his kid while he went to work

My girlfriend still lives at her parents and she isnt allowed to sleep over

She took a nap while we were at my dads and she just fell asleep cuddling with me

she didnt turn around as quickly as the gif but she did turn around to face me

I couldnt fall asleep so i just lied there with her

You guys are missing out
Its the greatest experience ever

>>35794409
Like 16 or so.

>>35794409
14. I was rejected by someone who no one still compares too. After long stretches of not talking to women and women not talking to me I realized they wanted nothing to do with me.

Yep, those were the days

>>35795903
I think I saw you in another thread.

>>35795860
what is it like making it to practically 30 and not experiencing basic human contact?

I knew there were some lonely people on this sub, but i just do not know how people go that long without any sort of affection.

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>>35796116
I plan to write a book about how a human can still be normal and never experience even the slightest romantic intimacy
Still 22 so theres still the risk a whore could steal my wizardom

>>35794409
Looks uncomfortable. I don't have enough experience to reach a conclusion but I feel like I couldn't handle being too close to another person.

>>35796550

they can't. You are fundamentally not normal. Little infants die without enough human contact. The same thing can happen to adults. We just die on the inside.

>>35797456
oh yea I guess I meant "normal on the outside"

Like what kind of mental inversions and gymnastics does a man need to do to keep his sanity but also never feel the touch of a woman

Sleeping fully clothed with a female friend?

12.

But then I fucked a girl at 20 so...

>>35794409

26.
Sometimes I feel retarded for being delusional for so long. You guys had this shit figured out in your teens and I was still thinking I was a normie despite all evidence to the contrary.

>>35794409
I can't even comprehend being like that with another person.

I wish I could die in my sleep.

>>35794409
It was never a realization.
The idea of being romantically involved with someone is so foreign to me that it feels like it's something I'm destined to never be able to do, like climb Everest or something.

>>35798172
Like touching the sun.

>>35794409
At 17 when I started exploring my gayness.
I just wanna cuddle.

>>35794409
When I was 20. That gif literally hurts me.

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It's all I want.

I want cuddling far more than sex.
I just want to feel somebody I love there with me, knowing that she feels comfortable and safe in my arms.
I want to feel her chest rise and fall as she breathes, to feel the warmth of her body.

But I probably won't ever get to do that.
It hurts, so badly.
It's almost physical pain.

Humans aren't meant to live like this, we aren't meant to be so alone.