>Already eaten 2,000 calories today and I still have dinner and supper to go
>>35782185
If only we could swap appetites
I'm a skinny guy been trying to gain weight for 3 months and struggle to eat 2000 calories in a day
>>35782185
No dinner and supper for you mo'fucker
>>35782213
Do the dirty bulk just eat pizza and ice cream
>>35782185
So....? Is it too hard to just not eat? Or do some exercise?
>Already eaten my entire calorie allowance for the week
>will have to water fast all day tomorrow
>>35782213
How much do you weigh, anon son of anon?
>Eat 2 meals a day
>800-1200 calories per meal
>Maintain body weight of 165 lbs
Hahahahahahahaha How The Fuck Is Obesity Even Real Hahahaha Nigga Just Walk Away From The Refridgerator Like Nigga Use A Treadmill Haha
>>35782185
>been eating 10,000 calories a day for a week straight
>too depressed to stop
I'm home for spring break, and my mom buys a lot of junk food. I can't help myself when it's all just sitting there waiting to be eaten. Goddamnit I hate myself so much
>>35782474
>weigh 155 lbs
>all fat stored in belly
why live?
>>35782491
Tell her to stop, you dumb shit
>>35782664
If that's you I feel bad for you son. I've got a microgut but its barely noticeable. Eat less sugars/carb.
>>35782664
how tall r u desu
>>35782931
5'10 height so yeah
>>35782664
>5'10
>was 130 lbs last week, after months of calorie restriction, weight lifting, and cardio
>look leaner than I ever have, abs are starting to show and my muscle striations on my arms/shoulders/chest are noticeable
>depression, self loathing, and anxiety come back full force during finals week
>start to severely binge eat daily for a week straight
>have put on almost 10 lbs, most of it going to my stomach
>now look skinny-fat again, after months of suffering and hard work
I don't understand my pathology, I guess that I hate myself too much to allow any sort of lasting success. There really isn't a point for me to take care of myself (I am going to die alone) but I hate looking in the mirror and seeing my disgusting body. I try to use it as motivation but it never lasts.
>>35783158
what was your starting weight before your dieting and exercise?
at what weight did you stop looking skinnyfat?
>>35782709
I have multiple times, but she won't listen. She uses the excuse that my brother/dad want that stuff, even though I'm the one who ends up eating most of it. We both have issues. I was anorexic when I was younger (I'm not fat now; I'm actually kind of skinny although I have carry alot of fat in my stomach) and I think that she has a complex where she wants to feed me as much as she can. I am now bulimic/binge eater so I am not good at controlling myself around food. It's disgusting, but I cannot stop. I used to be a skeptic of compulsive eating/food addiction, but it is actually real. Alot of it is weak will, just like any other addiction. i take responsibility for it, but being depressed and having no hope or motivation really makes it difficult. I am going to see my shrink in a few days, and I'm going to ask her for a certain medication that is supposed to help with appetite and the compulsive desire to shove my face
>>35783222
I was 145 lbs or so beforehand. I was skinnyfat because I have a history of starving myself and then bingeing/regaining weight so my body composition is pretty screwed up. This time was different because I have been lifting weights regularly, which I've never done before. Anyway, I stopped looking noticeably skinnyfat at around 135 pounds. I have very little lean tissue so I have to be very light to look decent. After this week though, I am back to square one