Missing him

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Missing him 2017-03-25 02:05:25 Post No. 35769442
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Missing him Botanaites 2017-03-25 02:05:25 Post No. 35769442 [Report]

I just saw the ex- of mine from two years ago. I looked up his website.

He'd become a tranny.

I started crying. He used to be so beautiful and attractive, and now he looks so fucking repugnant. I don't even know if he's actually taking hormones or just cross-dressing, but he doesn't look the same. Right now, I feel like the absolute worst.

We haven't talked in years - I know he wants nothing to do with me. But it breaks my heart. He was the most physically attractive person I ever met: he was muscular and tall and broad and overall perfect. Why did he do this to himself?

Is this why he left me all that time ago? I remember back then that I couldn't make sense of his reasons to leave me... I also remember I told him I wouldn't even consider dating a trans-person, one night when he brought it up and I was lying in my dorm room.

I fucking hate trans- bullshit. It's ruined someone that was already perfect to begin with. This all feels so wrong, so abominable.

But even more - why do I still care, after all his time? I haven't felt this miserable and sad since the day he broke up with me. Why do I care about him, /r9k/? Help me, I'm having an anxiety attack. I'm being overcome by all these emotions.

I want to reach out to him, but I know I won't sway him. I know he won't go back to being what he was just because I tell him so. I want to kill myself right now.

He was literally perfect. I always told him he was perfect, back when we were together.

Holy shit, I can't function right now. It was a mistake to even look at his site.

Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:14:10 Post No.35769604
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Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:14:10 Post No.35769604 [Report]

Tits pleeze

Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:17:42 Post No.35769659
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Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:17:42 Post No.35769659 [Report]

>being such a shitty partner that you drive your exs to being trannies
have you considered murdering you are self?

Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:17:49 Post No.35769664
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Anonymous 2017-03-25 02:17:49 Post No.35769664 [Report]

>>35769442
I hate all things LGBTQA also. I was going to blame you for his decision but I see he is the one that broke up with you, so I have another piece of advice - listen or don't. Worrying about things that are beyond your control in this life will bring you nothing but bad feelings. It is not in your power to control another person, so just let it go and accept the facts. Its the only way. All other options will cause you nothing but pain.

Botanaites 2017-03-25 02:45:17 Post No.35770189
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Botanaites 2017-03-25 02:45:17 Post No.35770189 [Report]

>>35769659
Only every day,

>>35769664
How do I stop from worrying about him, thought? It's easy to say "just stop worrying/caring about him", but how do I actually do it? He broke up with me in Feb. 2015 - I still think about him daily. What the fuck is wrong with me?

And yes, I'm a guy.