what bad things have happened to you recently r9k?
Why do you feel more sad about your life than happy?
>>35767609
quality mixtape from soul
>>35767609
I'm just sad. I haven't been happy about anything for so long. Not even companionship could fix it. Even as a toddler, I cried all the time. I'm just a sad person, that's just who I am.
>>35767609
I lost the will to wait to die again.
I started a new plan
I had a really good chance with my dream girl and I 100% ruined it. She literally said that she liked me and would like to go out sometime and I still fucked it up. We had a date set but I got really nervous so I just got blackout drunk in my bed and blew her off. Long story short we quit talking and now she's dating a different guy. I don't know why I'm like this but I guess I deserve the pain.
>>35767609
I'm really lonely...sigh
>be me
>autistic, depressed, retarded etc
>download tinder
>months pass
>oh shit.jpg someone that looks like a nice person irl
>they are a nice person, the sweetest in fact, looks past all my flaws
>find out she rides the dick carousel until she finds a boyfriend
>at this time i already love her an insane amount
>fuck it, i can put up with the pain until she decides to make her decision. Anything for my saviour
>shes currently getting fucked by multiple guys at a "party"
>meeting her tomorrow and im going to tell her exactly how i feel about her
>shes just going to brush it off 'aww'
>probably going to go fuck some more guys the next day
>im still going to wait for her. Forever
>ive sacrificed my sanity for a qt weeaboo stacey