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>invite my best/only friend over to my house last night
>he's in a snarky mood and makes a few too many rude jokes at my expense
>ears start ringing, vision becomes clouded, adrenaline starts coursing through me
>he makes one rude joke too many and I freak out
>spend several minutes screaming at him, face probably red, spit flying everywhere
>say every vindictive thing I can imagine and threaten him with... a lot of bad things if he ever makes me angry again
>tell him to get out of my house before I throw him out by force
>as he drives away, I scream at him that he's a piece of shit, that I hope he crashes and dies, and that the world would be a better place if he was dead
>20 minutes later, the horror and regret kicks in
>still mortified
>can't sleep
Are any of my BPD bros in a rough place today? Do meds work? Should I take them?
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>>35759094
Congrats anon you acted like a roastie. Kill yourself now.
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>>35759094
I know this feel all too well. I don't take meds for it either sometimes I think I should but idk which would help.
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>>35759094
BPD is not real. You are an adult, take responsibility and control your anger. You're acting like a nigger.
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>>35759128
Yes it is. It's a terrible thing to have.
OP, does he know about your condition? He probably understands. Just send him an apology explaining everything.
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>>35759128
Are you a psychologist? Shut the fuck up if you don't know what you're talking about.
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>>35759128
Depression isn't real autism isn't real none of it is real just bee yourself and life will get better :^)
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>friend
>keeps making fun of you
>rude in your own house
Fuck them thats lowclass as shit.
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>>35759291
I do this all the time misery loves company. To be fair though I'm a terrible person and I know it.
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>>35759157
Yep, he knows that I was diagnosed with it last year after having a meltdown at my 19th birthday party. I sent him a few frantic emails apologizing, and I think he will forgive me. He's very chill and thick-skinned. He can be insensitive sometimes because our emotional needs are so different, but on the bright side the fact that he's so unemotional makes him extremely low-maintenance, whereas I am very emotional and a huge pain in the ass because you have to walk on eggshells around me.
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>I'm not trying to be manipulative/abusive
>Just panic when she says she wants to break up and my mind automatically wants to play the threaten suicide card
>Read advice boards where posters are telling girls to stay away from guys like me, like we're all monsters plotting against them
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>>35759392
I understand, anon. I hate how people make out people like us to be predators.
The stereotypical image of a BPD person is that of a walking embodiment of chaos, but those people usually have overlap with Antisocial Personality Disorder. BPD by itself is more the Quiet Borderline variant.
You aren't bad for losing control sometimes in extreme situations. Being broken up with can drive even mentally healthy people to desperation. Betty Broderick was a normal woman before her husband destroyed her.
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>>35759766
I'll be honest I basically am the walking embodiment of chaos
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