I'm just a little boy in my heart still

what do you mean?

original arpegio

>>35756617
I feel like a little boy still and I want to be little again. I feel like my body just gets worse and worse as I grow up

>tfw wish I could just be a little boy in my heart still
>Tfw still so young and I've already seen random death, murder, drug addicts, sluts, suicides, etc.
>Tfw also got into a major traumatic accident at 12 and started doing drugs at 14 to self medicate, but that just made my mental state worse(don't do drugs anymore tho)
>Tfw the belt slipped out of the door at 14
>Tfw first thing I came to was Wincest hentai
>Tfw first porn I remember seeing on purpose was gay
Here I am, barely 18, and all my fucking innocence is gone. There is no refuge for me in boyhood anymore, but I can't even think of calling myself a man.

>>35756688
I feel exactly the same way, OP.
Kinda wish I was a manlet because of it.

>>35756688
everyone wants to regress to a state of childhood and nostalgia where there was no problems.

you're not alone.

>>35756692
You can always retreat back and spend all day thinking about being young and small and having a nice mommy snuggle you and tell you what a cute little boy you are. I'm 19 and that's what I do.

>>35756733
How do I feel closer to that time?

>>35756746
i don't know. these past three years, all i want to do is ball up, return in utero and start again.

sometimes i spend the nights watching sesame street and smoking.

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>want to be a child again
>people say I have a baby face
>6'4

It's not fair!!!

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https://youtu.be/k9qLZ1_P5xY
https://youtu.be/30wBulgFw_w
http://chirb.it/nze53d
http://chirb.it/dLC1mE

For the past few days I've just been laying in bed listening to these and a few others over and over again and drifting in and out of sleep. I need to go take a shower

>>35756422
be my shota boyfriend x

>>35756422
no, you are just histrionic scum shitting this place

>>35757118
s-sorry anon im very flattered but I only like girls

>>35756886
>now all I'm doing is lying in bed listening to these.
Can you post the other one's you're listening to please?